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Losing Myself
Contributed by
Pats4eva7
on
Monday, 16th May 2005 @ 06:19:35 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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As the years go on,
I find myself beginning to fade.
I wonder who I'd be,
If my sanity had stayed.
Words get harder to form,
As the tears easily drop.
I know that cutting's wrong,
But why can't I stop?
I've just hit rock bottom,
And yet I'm falling still.
There's no cure to this sadness,
There's no get better pill.
I look into the mirror,
And I see an unfamilar face.
A girl so confused, so lost,
Who's living without a place.
A tear rolls down my cheek,
And I don't wipe it away.
I am sad, and so i'll cry,
Tell me why I stay.
My ability to make pain into words,
Is slipping out of my hand.
If I lose that, I lose me,
For then I can no longer stand.
These words, my world,
Are my crutches for the pain.
Without them, I'm crippled,
They'll label me insane.
The once gold aura,
Now fades to black.
Again I see myself disappearing,
And I see the qualities I lack.
The hope is wasting away,
Taking its place now is fear.
I can feel my heart begin to slow,
And I know death is near.
I'm losing myself, I'm fading away,
I've hurt too much, too long.
The crowded room is awaiting me,
As they whisper,"what took her so long?"
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Pats4eva7
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2005-05-16 18:19:35] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Losing Myself
(User Rating: 1 ) by twisted_dreams on
Monday, 16th May 2005 @ 07:28:55 PM AEST (User
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Wow.. that is truly amazing and that is how i feel everyday. All I ask is that you please dont take your life or anything like that. Always remember that I'm here for you if you ever need to talk, and i can agree with you mostly becuase i know exactly how you feel.. I cut myself too and i do it just because it takes away my pain and i know in my heart that, that is not the right thing to do.. but i finally am starting to realize taht i was put here to live my life. And i have a absolute reason to be here just like everyone else. Anyways if he ever need to talk just write me.. Great write and i hope life gets better for you !!
*Sidney* |
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