I Lied in Waiting
Contributed by
Chymaster
on
Tuesday, 10th May 2005 @ 09:21:10 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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[i] I Lied in Waiting
Oh how false fortune is faded,
A jade cloud over my thoughts,
The drugs I�ve seen,
The places I�ve been,
I�ve made the wrong turns from the start.
Did you say you missed me?
Still no one listens to me,
After all its my actions that count,
And I�ve seen no amount,
Of love from the outside,
Because I could never make a sound.
So who�s fault is it?
And as my vision blurs with tears,
I realize the years have flied,
Fourteen, fifteen, and sweet sixteen,
Time has passed me by,
Now 18 washes ashore on the broken tides.
But I passed time by,
I lied to myself in wait for you.
Propositions I wish I could have seen through,
I have many decisions I wish to unmake,
And I will always hold in my heart some faith,
For a snapshot of your smiling face,
A keepsake of the truth, I long to make.
Confusion and false happiness,
Given by the image I wear,
Pot smoker since 16,
I Tried not to care,
But it makes one so bare,
On the inside, and divided from myself,
I lied,
In wait for you.
My beautiful lie, my life,
I'm waiting for you.
Time shrouded my devotion,
And soon my devotion was shrouded,
By the time I waited,
And I allways thought of you,
But I could never see my actions through.
And now I stand on my side of the ocean,
The dream has flown,
The child has grown,
The perch I have reached,
I am so high,
But get so low,
My life a screaming solo,
Without you.
And now my voice screams for you,
But I feel the person I�ve become,
Is just so damned numb,
The perfect 1.
[ii] I've Found Life in Love
I may look happy now on the outside,
But within I die,
With every glance,
Dying to say �I love you�
Dying to rip myself from the shy tides that wash me around,
Dying to make up for the times I�ve floundered,
The many times I�ve let us down,
Dying to say I love you,
Before shyness locks me inside.
What I�ve done, and who I�ve become,
The lows the highs with God as my guide,
Now building a bridge to cross the divide,
Still with no pride,
Because I am without you.
The false identity I have embraced,
To disguise my sorrow, has been erased.
That biggest flaw has left me love crazed,
And now I wake up out of the daze,
And everywhere I see your smiling face.
Let the truth shine through,
Let me start anew,
I just wanted to say,
I love you.
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Chymaster
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2005-05-10 21:21:10] (Date/Time posted on
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