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i wish
Contributed by
frozensuicide
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Saturday, 28th December 2002 @ 07:20:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
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i wish i could take away my family's Melancholy
so they would no longer be depressed.
i wish i could make my whole family actually happy,
even if it made me the only one not.
i wish i could just envelope all their sorrow,
leaving me the one with suicide on its wings.
i wish i could let them be happy without worry and just let go,
even if i have to feel all the pain.
i wish my family wasnt broken anymore.
maybe i could leave to make them happy.
so they can be happy just like long ago; before
just die, and in time, it wont matter if i was gone.
i cant stand seeing them depressed.
i cant stand seeing them in tears.
i cant stand seeing my sister all unhappy,
when im the one that should be.
she has everything, but why is she unhappy?
i wish i could take away her happiness to make her smile,
so she can have a future she loves and can see,
that there's not future for me.
my mother now has to worry about my sister.
because i wasnt the one that hujng out with the potheads.
she started to hang out with them cause i let them come over,
thus making them want to hang out with her.
if they never came over,
she would never have met them,
she would never have been hanging out with them,
thus making my mother stress.
because of me,
my mother has to stress for the both of us.
i wish ic ould take away all of that,
even if it means never being here.
it's all my fault that my family is broken,
i wish that i was never here.
my family would never have been broken,
and everyone's life would be clear.
but wishing isnt enough in this damn reality.
you cant just wish the world to smile.
you cant just wish to see what you want to see,
unless you try hard enough to make it happen.
i wish for my family not to be broken.
i wish for my sister to behappy and realize she has everything.
i wish for my mother not to be stressed over us.
and i wish my dad would be healthy.
and i wish my sister will stay innocent forever.
theres only one thing i can do to make this all happen,
dispose of the problem.
me.
so i wish right now for you not to cry,
when im only trying to make the family fly.
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Re: i wish
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by OreO on
Saturday, 28th December 2002 @ 10:40:41 PM AEST
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My friend don't be so hard on yourself, it always takes 2 in a situation like this and i can clearly tell you it isn't your fault....You didn't force them people to come over, you didnt hold your sister down and force her to hang out with potheads...there are choices your sister made without your help my friend...beleive in your heart and know that the pain or stress that your family is feeling isn't your fault.....thanks for sharing such a deep part of your life here....
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Re: i wish
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by bobotheclown on
Sunday, 29th December 2002 @ 03:07:57 AM AEST
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Hey, Lelu this was a very deep, beautiful poem written by an equally beautiful girl. I felt the pain as I read this... and about a year ago I was going to kill myself so my family would no longer have to put up with me and I thought by killing myself they could have happiness, but then I realized by killin myself it would leave them with more pain. I believe it is the same for you Lelu life is hard I realize that, but to just give up would be so pointless. Looking back a year ago I am soooo glad I didnt die. I would have hurt so many ppl and missed out on meeting you and a whole host of other ppl. don't give in Lelu remember I am here and I am only an e-mail away. The hard days will come, but its worth it for the good days...
Bobo (Joel) |
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Re: i wish
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by Ilhar on
Sunday, 29th December 2002 @ 08:06:22 PM AEST
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| your poem bore your pain vividly. Know that you can never make others happy it is thiers to do. All you can do is give love and support. We all are special in someway and are needed here. Please know that there is a reason you are here and that your family still needs you. |
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