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My Secret
Contributed by
Pats4eva7
on
Thursday, 21st April 2005 @ 09:05:31 PM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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Im counting down the hours,
Until I reach my fate.
I wish I could take it back,
But I know im just too late.
I wonder what comes next,
After I bear my soul.
Will I see the light again,
Or dig myself another hole?
Im so afraid of what they'll think,
And I fear what they will say.
I know they'll never understand,
But I wish they could someway.
They're disbelief and disgust,
Seem to cause me shame.
No one can grasp the fact,
Im playing God's game.
I wish I could show them,
The release given by the blade.
I wish they wouldnt be so blind,
To the pain they also made.
I dont know how to escape,
All this seething pain.
I cant seem to find a way,
To block away the rain.
I dont want to hurt you,
But ive hurt all my life.
Its now time you know,
About my secret with the knife.
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Pats4eva7
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Re: My Secret
(User Rating: 1 ) by blue_angel on
Thursday, 21st April 2005 @ 09:45:07 PM AEST (User
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gosh, i would never be able to come clean with my parents about my cutting... they have snuck into just about every source to try to dig up dirt on me and find out the truth... but i refuse to talk to them. so they cut me off from the world, take away my friends, my music... basically my life. its so hard... living like this. they really DONT understand... they couldnt possibly know what it does for me... i just want you to know you're not alone. and this poem... amazing... i love it love it love it! great job and keep it up! im here if u ever need to talk!
luv n hugs,
jennie* |
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Re: My Secret
(User Rating: 1 ) by Channing on
Tuesday, 20th September 2005 @ 01:47:36 AM AEST (User
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Very dark, but a very well written poem. Its good you came clean about your cutting. |
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