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Will they ever understand?
Contributed by
Justpoetic
on
Tuesday, 19th April 2005 @ 11:57:03 PM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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Will they ever understand? Will they ever see the hurt and pain that I endure from there words which slash
throught my hopes and dreams like a two edge sword.
Will they ever see what they do to me? Will they ever see the stress they cause in my life having me thinking twice about life
and I know suicide is wrong it ain't right but it's like in my mind I think "will there life be better if I wasn't in there sight?"
I try not to think thoughts that would cause me to do something I know isn't right but it's like they leave me no other choice
because no matter how much good I do, nothing is never right.
Will they ever undertsand the tears that I shed while I lay in my bed with death thoughts running through my head?
Thoughts which take over my body enabling me to control my actions or my emotions cause me to lean toward drugs and other
potions.
Filling my head with illisions leaving me with unthinkable conclusions causing me to wanna lash out words of hate just to
demostrate the frustration that flows through my veins in which causes me to make a mistake.
Make a mistake and take a steak knife to my life and slightly puncture my hopes and my dreams and bleed out my life
Sending my goals and my dreams in cardiac arrest and because of the stress on my chest...my goals and dreams die
because they made me believe that all my goals and dreams and even my life was a lie.
Will they ever understand what they do to me....I hope they do soon before my soul ends up in eternity
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2005-04-19 23:57:03] (Date/Time posted on
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