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untitled
Contributed by
spazz911
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Sunday, 17th April 2005 @ 09:22:10 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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Expectations and failing
A vicious cycle of death
Why am I stuck in it?
How much fire is left?
To keep going onward
It seems impossible to
Find my way through this blackness
If only they knew
Id you would only just stop
Oh the stories I’d tell
I can list all the reasons
That make my life hell
I’ve about so much
So many options are there
But somehow, can’t find them
It's making me scared
What would I do?
Left alone in a room
With a weapon of death?
Could I just possibly
End it all now?
Or could I go on
Sift through this somehow
I've taken to hiding
A weakened resort
Crawl up in a corner
And tape my mouth shut
They won’t hear my screaming
They won’t see me cry
I’ll sit here in my corner
Shrivel up and die
Yes I’ll sit here and hold it
Keep it bottled up inside
But they say that’s a bad thing
The wrong thing to do
But how do you help?
You just split me in two
You make me feel bad
Just when I’m feeling true
If ever I’m happy
Or proud of myself
You say that I’m gloating
Something totally else
But if I feel bad
Them I’m taking to long
I’m neglecting to think
I’m not moving on
So I have decided to compromise
I’ll lie in my bed till the day the sun dies
I sit here and wait
And I’ll think about life
What it used to be like
When things were so easy
When everything’s right
How can it ever be the same?
After so much want on
After so much has changed?
Right here in front of me
Is one way to stop it,
To make it all end
But if I should choose it
This option of death,
Would you care more?
Or could you care less?
Would anyone miss me?
If I was gone?
Or would the just say
“That life” and move on
An answer to this is all that I need
They tell me I shouldn’t
That I’ve no reason why
Well I guess I will prove it
I have to somehow
You won’t take me serious
Well I guess you can’t now
Cause I’m giving up
I’m tired of breathing
Of keeping it going
When no one can see me
Copyright ©
spazz911
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2005-04-17 21:22:10]
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Re: untitled
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by blue_angel on
Sunday, 17th April 2005 @ 09:28:39 PM AEST
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gosh riiilly long. but i would miss you DUH. god i practically live with you lol. i take you seriously although i dont think you think about it half as often as i do... but thats just an assumption. i care, you know that. im your BEST FREND for gods sake. i lov ya always,
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Re: untitled
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by sprinter27 on
Friday, 29th April 2005 @ 10:00:58 PM AEST
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you think i wouldn't miss you!?!?! god, kc, you are one of my best friends. hell, i would miss you. I'd have to kil lmyself and go to hell. it's not the answer. even i know that.
your bff,
shelly
p.s. i take you seriously! don't give up on me! |
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