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my life
Contributed by
brokengirl
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Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 01:48:23 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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She was always such a happy kid.
Now all the happiness is gone inside.
She doesn’t tell her friends about what she did
Because all she wants to do is hide.
She feels like she can’t go on
She feels so depressed
Look at the smile she puts on
She says “it’s just because I’m stressed.
I have so much going on right now
It’s really kind of crazy
I look like a cow
And I’m so lazy
Everyone says I’m such a freak
And I’m starting to agree
People joke that I’m a geek
Some days I just want them to leave me be.
I joke with them too
To try and hide that it hurts deep down
How am I gunna make it through?
I wish I could flip my frown upside down.
People don’t see all the marks
That they leave when they make fun of me.
All their mean remarks
If only they would see.
No one seems to notice it
It’s like they don’t even care
Some days I just want to quit
But I know some ones always gunna be there.
I’ll just put all my faith in God
Instead of in my friends
Then I won’t feel so odd
Cuz with them it never seems to end.
Maybe I’ll just give up
Maybe it’s meant to be
I feel like I could blow up
They say I look like a tree.
Do you ever feel empty inside?
When you’re hurting and afraid?
I feel like that all the time
It never seems to fade.
I try to tell some people
But they seem to think I’m joking
They think it is so simple
But it’s like I’m really choking.
I wish I had someone to listen to me
Someone that I could trust
Someone who wouldn’t treat me differently
Won’t look at me in disgust.
I just want the feeling to go away
I don’t wanna be afraid
“Tomorrow will be a better day”
But my pain still doesn’t seem to fade
Some people pretend to know
What its like to be in my shoes
Don’t just say, “Go with the flow”
Because we have very different views.
Finally I found someone who understands
We get along so well
She has the same marks on her hands
But she got up after she fell.
She doesn’t think I’m dumb
Or think that I’m different.
I’m trying not to succumb
She’s behind me 100%
It’s so great to have someone care
She is so forgiving
It makes the feelings easier to bear
Without her I might not be living.
I think it was meant to be
That we found each other
I think we both see
That we need one another.
It seems the deeper you go
The less pain there will be
I can’t seem to say no
I just want to be free.
I got to keep holding on
I can’t give up now
The good days will eventually dawn
But right now I can’t see how.
I just got to keep holding on
I’ve got to, I’ve got to!!
I really don’t want to be gone
But I need help from you…..
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brokengirl
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2005-04-11 01:48:23]
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Re: my life
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by Stonedraider23 on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 01:54:42 AM AEST
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| super long but very good lol keep them comin |
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Re: my life
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by emystar on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 03:54:47 AM AEST
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So sad but great writing.
luv, huggs,
emy |
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Re: my life
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by Bohemian_with_a_pen on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 05:52:26 AM AEST
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| awesome, well done |
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Re: my life
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by Wachumiri on
Wednesday, 17th August 2005 @ 03:41:56 AM AEST
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I hope she's still there and not the one that your other poem was about. In life you should always have someone who sees your soul.
I pray you'll have healing, and that you'll find someone who won't let you down.
Take care.
David |
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