Vicious Love
Contributed by
Pats4eva7
on
Friday, 1st April 2005 @ 10:41:51 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Like radiation,
Seeping in and fusing with my blood and bones.
My love for you, your love for me,
It's all gone stone cold.
Crawling inside for expression,
Mother of Emotions - help me please
It's all gone wrong,
Now I'm weeping on my savagely torn knees.
So you think I never loved you,
You think it was all a lie.
Summarised as all false,
Even when I said, ''for you, I'd die''.
Words too strong,
Released in agonising caught-up pain.
You summed me up so randomly,
Now you've labelled me as insane.
I meant every word,
This lingering hatred is a fuel,
You wrote me off,
Claimed I was non-existent;
So cruel, so cruel.
My heart never meant anything to you,
Nothing at all.
All so clear now,
Shown in how brutally you let me fall.
Down in the celler of my soul,
Where they creep over my skin.
Ripping and my skin and shreiking,
''Death! Sweet Death, BEGIN!''
Those are the maggots,
The ones you set free.
Digging and hungry,
Saved up for no-one but me.
My wrists are bleeding,
Blood slithering down my pale white arms.
The same colour as my hardened heart,
You set out to visciously harm.
You struck me,
Qne thousand volts and I dropped down on the earth,
The pain plea's for an answer,
A happy end and more.
And I send you this poem,
While queasily I breathe.
Thinking of our past love,
Silently and wistfully. I grieve.
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Pats4eva7
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2005-04-01 10:41:51] (Date/Time posted on
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