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Pain
Contributed by
thejoker
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Sunday, 21st July 2002 @ 08:23:26 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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I once remember when my actions followed my words
But now it's so hard for me, it's seems absurd
It was so easy then, wasn't it?
I would hold you in my arms and you felt my lips
Everytime you were around my heart would melt
You know this too, because that's what you felt
My dreams no longer hold a reality
Ever since I set the pain to get mad at me
It's there and I don't remember what it's like to feel no more
I used to be able to jump off a bridge and sore
I know what you want from me but I just can't be
The risk of your pain may arise from me
Please understand that I stay away because of you
I don't want you to hurt, plus I'm no longer true
Sometimes I look at the wall and I see your face
Then it fades away without a single trace
I walk to the wall and I attempt to hug it
Try to bring back the image as I fall with hands dragging
All I've ever caused is hate and pain
And yet all of my friends including you ignore the rain
My eyes are now shrink-wrapped in sorrow
Since I wait here alone everyday waiting for tomorrow
Maybe she'll call, maybe I'll see her there
But to my disappointment, God proves he's unfair
I know there's a reason to why he wants it this way
But I don't, I want to hold her like back in the days
Back when nothing mattered but those diamond blue eyes
They glistened in the dark of the pale blue night
I could see them still even through your eye lids
While you slept, I watched your peaceful highness
If only I could show you once again my love
I'd give up the world just to feel your hug
It's God sent, why he doesn't give me the will to act
Upon my helpless dreams and fiction drowned by fact
My best friends, in love, and I encouraged them
Pushed them even closer than they'd ever been
Jung + Peachy was written far before my crime
I kept it from you, waiting for the right time
It was a foreshadow a prediction from me
Like 9-11, another strong feeling I knew would be seen
After December I lost the memory of feelings
Now no one can remind me of how to start healing
Was it true? Everytime you and everyone else said I make sense?
Was I an influence? A great part of my friends?
I still don't believe when I hear those words
Because I always turned around and my blood would burn
This isn't a poem, but my reasons for being
The reasons I have for always retreating
Know this... I still love you.
JUNG + PEACHY
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thejoker
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2002-07-21 20:23:26]
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Re: Pain
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by Jackee_line on
Monday, 25th November 2002 @ 07:48:28 AM AEST
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