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Untitled
Contributed by
blue_angel
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Sunday, 27th March 2005 @ 09:43:21 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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In my hand I hold the very blade
That I will use to take my life away
Here I am useless and undefined
Thoughts of death swarm in my mind
I hold my breath in attempt to stay calm
The knife making an imprint in my sweaty palm
Shaking so cold as I raise my arm
This world itself has done enough harm
Glancing one last time at the slits in my wrist
Blinded by the reflection of the knife in my fist
Closing my eyes to keep in the tears
My hands on my head to block out my fears
Just one quick motion and it all ends
I’ll never have to hurt myself ever again
Bringing the blade down, piercing my skin
Ready to forget all the pain I am in
Seeing again the many dark red scars
And through my watery eyes it looks like an art
Fading are all the memories of old
Bleeding is my heart and sore is my soul
Unsuspected death, it fools us every time
First it was yours, and now it is mine
Let you send me an angel so I rest in peace
Let me close my eyes and finally sleep
My weak knees give out under me
My cold body falls oh so slowly
And no one is there to hear my final scream
And now my death will surely redeem
My bloody wrists and bruised hands hit the floor
And now, like a dream, I’m not alive anymore
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2005-03-27 21:43:21] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Untitled
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Sunday, 27th March 2005 @ 10:00:48 PM AEST (User
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I pray to god this is jus writing.
These kindda writes break my heart into.
One never knows on here if it's writing or not but still they break my heart.
I know how it feels to wonna give up 'cause I once felt like death would be a blessing.
the one time I cut my wrist was in 1979. Since then I've been dead many times but my luv for my children and grand children, also my global family here and I thrieve and at 58 I still have a zeal to live
both my parents are deceased and I couldn't put my luved ones thru that by trying to take my own life.
I am most deifnently a walking miracle.
Luv, huggs, faith, hope, joy, peace,
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