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Things Are Different Now
Contributed by
Pats4eva7
on
Thursday, 17th March 2005 @ 09:06:02 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I remember that year,
But I cant recall what I really felt.
I know there was a mass of pain,
And that somehow I dealt.
If I think about it I was never happy,
Tears always filled my eyes.
If I look back there was no laughter,
Only broken cries.
I know on some level I loved you,
But not all of it was real.
I had this hatred deep within,
That I was not supposed to feel.
Our love reached such a depth,
That we could only go to hate.
I now know it wasnt love,
That was our destined fate.
Back then I was weak,
I fed off of my pain.
I couldnt live unless,
On me you made it rain.
You hid me in the darkness,
And never let me see the sun.
As a result from that captivity,
I hated who I had become.
It disgusted how I let you hurt me,
I was even apalled by your smile.
A little voice inside me squeaked,
It was all worth my while.
Well, that voice was not mine,
But I believed it anyway.
Though your reign was over with,
I was forced to stay.
You had left and gone away,
But yet you were still there.
You hated me yet I loved you,
And that just wasnt fair.
Throughout that lonely year,
My soul had up and died.
Everynight I longed for that hurt,
For everynight I cried.
Even though that 'love' was vial,
Believe me, I hated you so.
But that never changed the fact,
I never wanted you to go.
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Pats4eva7
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2005-03-17 21:06:02]
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Re: Things Are Different Now
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by Rae on
Thursday, 17th March 2005 @ 09:19:04 PM AEST
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I never wanted you to go.
beautiful.
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Re: Things Are Different Now
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by ButchCorpuz on
Thursday, 17th March 2005 @ 10:30:34 PM AEST
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"Fairness" does not govern life and death,
if it did, no one would ever die young.
Nor does "fairness" govern love and hatred,
if it did, no love could ever turn to hate.
Very good poem! So much emotions inside.
Keep writing and I'll keep on reading.
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