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Too Many Thoughts
Contributed by
PsychoticDreamz
on
Saturday, 14th December 2002 @ 09:00:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I wonder how I should do this
with a razor or a gun
so many choices to choose from
this is actually becoming fun
when should I do this?
when sad or just alone
when I'm bored or just depressed
or sitting in a room on the phone
But I've actually managed to shock myself
I'd never thought about the decisions I'd have to make
just to try and end my life
this can't be real only fake
These are the thoughts that float in my head everyday
no normal thinking is ever done
I've had to fight myself too much to keep the knife away
Somehow I've always won
I haven't hurt myself severly
no major bleeding at all
I have yet to do any of that
but my patience is beginning to fall
No one can help
No one has tried
My whole family doesnt care
They're more worried about if I've even lied
Someone get me the help that I need
If not I will soon perish and start to decay until I'm dust
Until then I'll continue in the life that I lead
Always thinking of killing or suicide is a must
As I think of this stuff day in and day out
I also think about life and what it's all about
and realize that there's nothing that I would really miss
So I count the days until I do this
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2002-12-14 09:00:00]
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Re: Too Many Thoughts
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by gina on
Saturday, 14th December 2002 @ 09:19:31 AM AEST
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| mmmm i think there is something u might miss in life ,and someone will surely miss you , i guess i will :) why dont u drop this wild idea of ur head and stop counting the days...in case u didnt take my advice , the gun is much easier and painless :) |
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Re: Too Many Thoughts
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by OreO on
Saturday, 14th December 2002 @ 01:24:08 PM AEST
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I don't think anyone has the right to tell you what you should or shouldnt do .....i have sat in this dark place more than i care to remember and the last thing a person needs to hear in this situation is for someone to say "go ahead and die"....my god...i hope your not really feeling this way and i hope that your strength that you do have left helps you in some way....i know there's nothing i can say or do that would change your mind should this be what your planning to do .....but i can offer to listen.....an dif you need to talk i dont mind listening...i think it's brave of you to express your feelings out like this.....and i thank you for sharing them...
.:*~*:.OreO.:*~*:. |
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Re: Too Many Thoughts
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by steamsaint on
Thursday, 23rd January 2003 @ 05:58:21 PM AEST
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| great poem |
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