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Drugs got me
Contributed by
DrugsGotMe
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Monday, 7th February 2005 @ 01:44:01 PM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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Have you ever tried to fall asleep but you cant stay off the wall,
Your heart pumping while you think about ending it all.
These drugs are killing me, inside I know it
But Ill never admit that Ill never show it.
Its like a secret among those who use it
The people who don’t , don’t even care no more they don’t talk
Its all good when your up and having a good time,
It at home later, in bed, when you wish you didn’t do that line.
You sit up in bed masturbating and your mind races
Your sweat covers you, why do I do this, what’s the basis?
Im so normal when I sober but the drugs are changing that
I can tell, Im having psycho thoughts of killing a cat.
Now when I say cat I mean person but Im not a murderer
Unless some dude tried to touch Kristen nobody fool with her.
See this is what I mean, this isn’t normal thought
I wish I could have half the money back from the drugs I bought.
It’s the drugs Im telling you they kill peoples brains,
Its not just dangerous while your high, they make you insane.
You mind changes slowly and affects your train of thought,
Before you know it your crazier sober, now who would have thought
The paranoia sets in on a daily basis,
You overanalyze everything even peoples faces.
Are people talking about me, do they like who I am?
Am I going to die in a car accident, am I back where I began?
SoIm giving it up,
Its not even fun anymore its over the jig is up.
Im going straight now and gonna enjoy life,
Tonight will be the last time I think about a knife.
Cuz I have before thought about suicide,
But in reality I never would I cant say that Ive tried.
So today is it, the end of the beginning and the beginning of the Start,
It wont be hard either, see Ive always had heart.
Starting now Im gonna reach my potential,
Playtimes over. my future, success, and my focus is inevitable.
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2005-02-07 13:44:01]
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Re: Drugs got me
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by autumngreeneyes on
Monday, 7th February 2005 @ 02:21:13 PM AEST
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| I hope you're serious..if so go into a long term shelter and get help.. and I can tell you have heart..the writing shows and it makes me weep..I wish I could reach out and help.. |
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Re: Drugs got me
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by Stitch on
Monday, 7th February 2005 @ 02:52:47 PM AEST
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I hope you make it. Any addiction ...ANY addiction can be hell to overcome, but it can be done. The road to healing is slow, but it can be sure. I hope you make it.
Stitch |
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Re: Drugs got me
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by Daniela_Maria_Violin on
Monday, 7th February 2005 @ 03:08:12 PM AEST
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| Holy crap, you've never written before?!? you had me fooled. This is awesome and I hope you get the help you need. Thanks for sharing this. |
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Re: Drugs got me
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by Dri on
Monday, 7th February 2005 @ 05:28:32 PM AEST
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you've never written before? ...hm...
it's pretty good, it does kind of trail on at parts, but for a first write it is good. very good, infact. keep writing! |
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Re: Drugs got me
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by Alina on
Tuesday, 8th February 2005 @ 08:41:55 PM AEST
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Hey, I understand where you are coming from. I started using when I was 12 and ended up in a lock down rehab when I was only 14. Im 16 now and still struggle with drugs day in and day out. I don't use them like I used to....but not a day goes by where I don't crave them. It's all fun in the begining but eventually they just make you sick. You might like some of my poetry under drug addiction. Check it out. And if you need to talk just message me.
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Re: Drugs got me
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by thecutter on
Thursday, 10th February 2005 @ 07:45:33 AM AEST
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| great write, know exactly how u feel. this is my 2nd day off drugs an i havent slept at all. keep up the good work! |
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