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Suicide
Contributed by
punk_grill
on
Wednesday, 26th January 2005 @ 04:11:20 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I've Been Popping Pills,
Hoping it Kills.
Thinking about life,
Maybe I should use a knife.
Wishing I was dead,
But you might all dread.
No one is stopping me,
You all can see.
I want to stop this pain,
But who's to blame?
This terrible feeling,
That isn't heeling.
I Love this guy,
But it seems he wants me to die.
People think they know me,
But what is it that they see?
Do you think I would do this?
Am I someone that you would miss?
Well let's think about it,
And I Take another hit.
I feel so weird and I'm going crazy,
Feeling like I need 100 pills to make me lazy.
I grab a hand full, now I'm popping pills
Still hoping it kills.
All the sudden I get this stabbing pain,
That no one can tame.
I start to scream but nothing comes out,
Can anyone hear me shout?
My mind is racing,
I start going crazy start pacing.
Wondering If I should end it all,
And just take the fall.
Maybe If I wait,
I could just go with him on one more date.
But I think it's too late,
I can't wait.
The pain is cutting me deep,
And all I need is to sleep.
I know I won't wake up here,
But maybe I'll wake up there.
I didn't try and I fell,
So I think I'm going to Hell.
People think my life is just all great,
They think I just love and don't hate.
They look at me say she's stuck up,
But I'm just ***** up.
I cry and shed all these tears,
But if I do this, it'll end all my fears.
What if I survive?
Then In Heaven Or Hell I won't arrive.
I stop and think about that guy,
Would he care if I were to die?
I feel like he doesn't love me,
Is that the way it has to be?
Do I have a choice?
I would love to hear his voice.
I'm just going to stab at my wrist,
before that I'm going to write down who I love on a list.
Well I made up my mind,
And I'm not going to look behind.
Tell mom and daddy I love them,
And It wasn't them it was him.
Copyright ©
punk_grill
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2005-01-26 16:11:20]
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Re: Suicide
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by Xxluckie_lynnxX on
Wednesday, 26th January 2005 @ 06:05:33 PM AEST
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| i hope you are over coming this obsticle ! |
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Re: Suicide
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by ForeverAlone on
Wednesday, 26th January 2005 @ 07:37:14 PM AEST
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| Good write, I hope you feel okay |
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Re: Suicide
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by morgana on
Monday, 31st January 2005 @ 06:11:11 PM AEST
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good write....strong emotion was involved! i love it!
ttfn
send me a private message..plzz
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Re: Suicide
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by morgana on
Monday, 31st January 2005 @ 06:12:21 PM AEST
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good write....strong emotion was involved! i love it!
ttfn
send me a private message..plzz
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