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Why I Can't Have Her
Contributed by
frickinflamer
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Monday, 2nd December 2002 @ 10:00:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
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Why I Can’t Have Her
She is like a fragrance of immortality
Why I cant have her ponders me.
Everyday I sit and think,
I sit there without one blink.
About the hole in my life,
And why I can’t have her; is strife.
I can’t deny it anymore,
So therefore.
She is my essence in my light,
And I dream about her within the night.
Why I can’t have her is wrong,
But waiting has not made me weak….
But strong.
I’d give her my jacket if she felt cold,
Or I’d ask her about her jacket if she wanted me to hold.
I’d hold her close when she felt scared,
I’d even kiss a disease for her if she dared.
She’d give me hope; I’d give her dreams!
I’d give her everything; the world it seems!
I’d let her fly oh I’d let her soar
And I’d even give her more.
But why can’t I have her?!
Where she could be mine forever?
As calm as rain I wait,
As I wait for our fate.
I’d do whatever she wanted,
I’d make her feel wanted.
Only if she’d let me be…
Her knight in shining armor maybe.
I won’t break her heart,
Nothing could break us part.
I need her to feel warm,
Secure, in one form.
I will always remember her smile,
And how it drove me wild.
I will remember those glittering eyes,
As I would the stars in the skies.
But what can’t I have her,
Being together with her is beginning to blur.
With the bliss,
Of which that first kiss,
I fell for her more.
More than I did before.
I think staring at the ceiling on my bed.
Why didn’t I say things I should have said?
She made my world complete,
she was always the one that smelled so sweet.
All through my life I survived the pain,
But since I can’t have her, I feel in vain.
I can see her for her,
So why can we be together?
Is it that we live so far apart?
Or the friendship we have may fall apart?
I see her, for who she is,
Fall into my arms, don’t fall into his.
Fall into mine,
And allow me to stop the time.
Why can’t I have her again?
It makes my life to be in so much pain.
I wish she would be mine,
For all through time.
Why can’t it be?
Why can’t I see?
Am I good enough for her?
What would she prefer?
Aren’t I the guy she was waiting for?
All those lonely nights behind her door?
Its tearing me apart.
All the way from the start.
Why cant I have her?
Her hair like gold, and her eyes shine like silver.
Why cant I have her?
Ever shall I have her?
Ever shall she be mine?
May I try and get a sign,
That can tell me that she realizes I’m here,
Throughout this world’s sphere?
If she needs me,
When she can’t see.
I can be her eyes,
Even when she cries.
Sweet dreams,
I’ll be here if I here her screams…
Nightmares come,
But I wont be dumb.
Nightmares go.
But I will be here forever until she says no.
But I’ll still be there,
In traffic, wherever I can… I swear.
But why can’t she realize that?
That I’m not just an older bothering brat!
I wont be the one to make her cry to sleep,
And I wouldn’t be the one to make her weep.
I’d be there to hold her to sleep,
And make sure she doesn’t weep.
Cause I’m her one and only,
If she could only see,
Why can’t I have her?
Where we could be together?
So I hide behind a mask,
All she can do to find me is ask.
Look inside my soul,
There she shall find something not whole.
So I act like a jerk,
Big deal, with it, I make her smirk.
Maybe I’m crazy,
Talking to me… does it make her hazy?
I don’t believe in love,
and I don’t believe in anything above.
But here I am feeling it,
And what has it meant?
I wish she would just realize it!
Today, I shall realize it and admit it…
And I guess that should be fine,
Because she shall never be mine.
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frickinflamer
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2002-12-02 10:00:00] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Why I Can't Have Her
(User Rating: 1 ) by frozensuicide on
Monday, 2nd December 2002 @ 12:58:26 PM AEST (User
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ooh i really like this one1 your not hating me! hehe! haev you looked into publishing your work before you die...? you should, or i will for you! |
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Re: Why I Can't Have Her
(User Rating: 1 ) by cryingonmyporch on
Wednesday, 11th December 2002 @ 11:57:14 PM AEST (User
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I loved this one I know how it hurts to want something you can't always have. Why did she say before you die? Are you sick? Or suicidal or something? I'm off the edge!
Always
Amy |
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Re: Why I Can't Have Her
(User Rating: 1 ) by DistortedSuicide on
Wednesday, 15th January 2003 @ 05:13:12 PM AEST (User
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Awww...beautiful poem. I wish guys wrote poems about me. I would love that, even though its kinda mushy I still love it. well take care, bye love |
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Re: Why I Can't Have Her
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Friday, 13th June 2003 @ 04:54:00 AM AEST (User
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Very good work.
Filled with luv, passioon. hope and wonder. No wonder why she came back,
Good luck,
PEACE, JOY, LUV,
emy |
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