Things will never be the way,
That I so much want them to,
But I wouldn't even be here,
If you hadn't helped me through.

* * *

The meaning of life is something,
That I often stopped to wonder,
But the empty, loss of answers,
Pulled me down and held me under.

Feeling grief, feeling pain,
Overwhelmed by all the strife,
Wanting to go, wanting to leave,
And forever end my life.

Many sleepless nights,
And so many painful tears,
Holding tight to my hope of,
'Just a few more years...'

* * *

You understood, you knew,
You showed me that you cared,
And for that, I thank you so,
And thus my life was spared.