Sadness
Contributed by
poetrygirl1991
on
Friday, 24th December 2004 @ 01:03:46 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Some say i have changed, heres how:
I used to be a goody goody, then i decided i should be a little more daring.
But, i guess thats where i got carried away! I painted my nails black and started wearing make up, ill never forget what my grandmother said "you dont need makeup its interbeauty!" You see, i had pimples, and i always got worried what other people thought of me, i worried that id never meet the guy of my dreams. My mother used to call me a slob and tell me im ugly, that really got to me. It hurt that one of the people i trusted most was think ing of me in these ways. I started crying everynight and thinking that my mother, of all people, did nt love me, i was so depressed, i fought with my friends over the smallest things, blamed them on everything, some of my friends are still mad at me for that, but as i see it , i shouldnt of taken it all out on them!! Im now back to the old me except more confident in my self, confidence has carried me along, without it i wouldve been a reck might've started hating every1, which is totally not worth it, it turns out thats how my mother was raised, we went to councelling, she has deffinetly changed!! Now im me, and shes a different person, shes the gurl that she wanted her daughter to see, not like her mother! I still paint my nails black, but thats because i wanna be different! Because compared to some i am, while to others im not{i hope this poe m hopes you too confront some one about your problems, like a psychologist or councelor, i kno that they helped me, now i wanna help others , so thats what im gonna go to school for}
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