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If I Were You
Contributed by
Joker17
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Saturday, 30th November 2002 @ 05:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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“If I Were You” - by J. Samuelson©2001 02/10
No, it’s not self pity
It’s just the way it is
If I Were You, I’d hate me
I don’t even want to live.
I never meant to hurt you
I know I am the one
Who ruined all of this
What I did was wrong.
I just want to ***** scream
It all has been my fault
I know it wouldn’t mean a thing
I don’t blame you at all.
I never should have let you in
I knew it was a risk
I knew the limb I climbed out on
I never imagined this.
I never thought I’d fall for you
But now it is too late
It leaves me here in misery
With nothing but my hate.
I loved you and I left you
It was so wrong of me
If I Were You, I’d hate me
And never think of me.
I can’t feel sorry for myself
I accept what I have done
‘Cause I am me, and I hate me
I’m not worth it, just move on.
I mean it when I say it
I’m not worth the hurt you feel
It’s better you forget me
You have to let it heal.
I love you, that’s not changing
I don’t know how it could
We’ve been too far together
Through all the bad and good.
I still believe my reasons
You’ll be better off you’ll see
Now that I have hurt you
If I Were You, I’d hate me.
You’re great, you should have better
I left, that proves to you
I’m not worth a ***** thing
You have to see it too.
I only have just caused you pain
But I swear this now to you
If I Were You, I’d hate me
It’s all I’d want to do.
If I Were You, I’d see this
I wasn’t worth it all
Someday I know you’ll realize
I wasn’t worth the fall.
I know you won’t believe me
I now just can’t explain
Why I let this happen
I’m feeling all your pain.
I just want to run away
I know what I have done
I only wanted to love you
It wasn’t fair to you all along.
I had no right to do this
Now how can I go on?
If I Were You, I’d hate me
Say ***** you, and be gone!
I’ve never felt so low before
Like the dirt that you walk on
I only should be sentenced to
A life forever alone.
I never want to cause again
The hurt I gave to you
If I Were You, I’d hate me
It’s all that I could do.
There is nothing left now
Not one thing I can do
Just love you for forever
Though it means nothing to you.
I’m sorry, just won’t cut it
I know it never can
If I Were You, I’d hate me
I’m not worth it in the end.
I promise that I love you
I swear it on my soul
All that’s left, that I can do
For you, is let you go.
You deserve much better
I know why it’s not me
I see what I have done here
If I Were You, I’d hate me.
I truly am so sorry now
I’m damned to live with it
All the hurt that I have caused
I know that I deserve this.
If I Were You, I’d hate me
I know, because I do
Even after all I’ve said
I promise, I still love you.
Copyright ©
Joker17
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2002-11-30 17:00:00] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: If I Were You
(User Rating: 1 ) by JamesStockdale on
Monday, 4th February 2019 @ 11:46:08 PM AEST (User
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Wow this was so deep and intense!!!! |
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