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EnDialogue: #62
Contributed by
sicknivesevered
on
Tuesday, 14th December 2004 @ 12:41:44 PM in AEST
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hope lost its way from me again
fixed in the eyesore with a titillated grin
if I could snatch it away I would
but its caught too deep in the apple of your eye
and besides
to take it back now would just be rude
and for that
I have NO tolerance
in that case of course
I was wrong
and to think I went around
beLIEving I was strong
but what is there to do
when theres a knife at your back?
throw in the towel
or grunt and attack?
of course I did the latter
I wasn't too scared
till I realized
you had come prepared
and as you jostled the syringe
deep in my throat
I still had the nerve to spit
as my consciousness went afloat
let me pause here
to apologize
for the saliva
I got on your disguise
if I could take it back
believe me I would
but at that moment
I just did what I could
with a searing sensation
my thoughts came back alive
the burnt flesh peeling back
freeing my eyes
at first glance at (our) your home
I was kind of shocked
naked as I was
bound and locked
your bloodwork on my skin
was quite a sight
all of that carving
must have took you all night
as I gathered my wits
and tried to look around
I failed and blacked out
as your club came crashing down
allow me to pause again
for this is where it gets hazy
one might say
that you were crazy
but everyone
is genuinely unique
all busy as bees
after what they seek
time passed by
and my head was hollowed
the grey matter inside
spoonfuls and swallowed
I...
I... lost touch for awhile
threading to mush
but I was spared what was necessary
and I thank you much
daydreaming is hard
but its better than nothing
and I'm just gracious
that I still have something
I guess what I'm saying
is though I'm a freak
you have still fed me
and kept me in reach
I'd really like to stay
if you'd allow me to
don't throw me out there
so I can be abused
looks hurt
and words hurt even more
I don't care that you ravage me
and make me your whore
please don't throw me away
don't turn me to trash
you still have all those whips
entwined with glass to lash
I'll take it right
I won't scream at all
please don't take my purpose
to come at your call
...
...you're smiling
...that's good, no?
I take it as a sign
that I don't have to go...?
come closer?
of course, my master
I only wish
that I could come faster
yes, I am listening
I'm all ears
I anxiously await
what there is to hear
you don't want to turn to trash
but thats all you ever have been
an organic bag of filth
to reap my executions of sin
you can weep all you want
it won't change my mind
I've grown tired of each vacuole
its the same everytime
attracting me with disgust
ensnared in my trap
the sadistic joy of dominance
until the mind snaps
its ever so pathetic
all the pleading and empty eyes
fueling me to slay them
and take a breath in the respite
before I cycle this nightmare
and begin the next chapter
the new face of disbelief
how it bludgeons me with laughter
my fingers are itching
they're all crying out
luring me to them
to give them something to moan about
ENOUGH of this banter
I've told you your peace
prepare whats left of your spirit
to be released
no more tears
I'm honoring your wish
you still serve me
your death brings me bliss
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2004-12-14 12:41:44]
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Re: EnDialogue: #62
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by Broken_Skin on
Thursday, 16th December 2004 @ 04:05:05 AM AEST
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.'...you're smiling
...that's good, no?
I take it as a sign
that I don't have to go...?
come closer?
of course, my master
I only wish
that I could come faster
yes, I am listening
I'm all ears
I anxiously await
what there is to hear'
This was f**king cool! It was the icing on the cake =)
This was very deep, It made me feel, and thats why I love it.
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Re: EnDialogue: #62
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by afterdark on
Friday, 7th January 2005 @ 09:11:28 PM AEST
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