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A couple of poems
Contributed by
hilaryduffisme_yah
on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 09:49:16 PM in AEST
Topic:
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History
Can't you see through these tears,
Of crimson hurt and betrayal,
The past that I don't talk about?
My horrible history,
That's tearing me apart?
I tried to hide it,
But lately it's been so hard.
I'd be ashamed to let people see,
The tears that I shed.
So I'd cry at night alone in my room,
But I can't take it anymore.
I've got to let it all out,
It's so hard smiling all the time.
But no matter what I'm going to be,
Sweet and kind and caring.
I'm always going to worry about other's,
And not worry about myself.
Because I know I have a strong soul,
And I won't let the darkness take over me.
It's okay to cry
it's okay to cry
you dont have to smile all the time
just lean your head on my shoulder
i can make you feel better
its okay to cry
you dont have to always smile
it is unhealthy to keep your feelings to yourself
for even just a little while
its okay for you to cry
but it isnt okay for me
i have to be strong
everytime i try to frown
my mouth wont let me
im not afraid to show sadness
if you know me look me in the eyes
then you can see
even though i always smile
my eyes are lost at sea.......
The Pain
I feel pain,
Everyday as I stand in the rain.
The pain I feel,
I keep concealed.
It bubbles up,
Like soda pop,
I feel like I will pop.
It drives me insane,
All I can do is wait,
For something good to pop up in my brain.
Did I miss my train?
My train to happiness?
Or is it that I act too bliss,
to really be bliss?
I know what it is,
It's the pain I feel,-
The pain that drives me insane.
Damn, tell me if i have already posted this next one!
i am not wanted
i say wait for me
but you still leave
is there something a matter with me
im stuck in the mud
come pull me out
dont leave me behind
dont let me sink in the mud
i dont want to die alone
come back and get me out
so i can go home
this mud has turned into quick sand
dont let me die in this trap
you pulled me out
thank you so much
but now i will live a life
of eternal loneliness
so i might as well go back in
and sink all the way down until i die
i have no family
i have no house
i eat bread on benches
and sleep in the sand
i guess i will live
if i can sleep with you and your house
is that okay
oh well then bye
im just going to go kill myself
have a nice day
DAMN YOU!
you told me a secret
i never wanted to hear
you told me you killed my best friend
and you are going to kill my mom too
what are you doing
no dont do that
dont pull the trigger
kill me instead
its too late
now just leave me alone
im surronded in my moms blood
its all over my hands
staining the floor and my clothes
why didnt you just shoot me too
you wanted me to suffer
i will kill myself then
the pain is killing me
look at the blood
i cant see
im losing my breath
with every word i say
it is getting harder for me to stay awake
but if i close my eyes im gonna be dead
well i hope your happy
bye bye
have a nice life
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hilaryduffisme_yah
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2004-11-24 21:49:16]
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Re: A couple of poems
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by LEMMEN on
Thursday, 25th November 2004 @ 12:11:44 AM AEST
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Ok that was interesting. But I think it takes away fron the individulness of each work. Good idea But it's to over whelming to comment on all of them. Thast just my opinion.
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