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The Things I Couldn't Say
Contributed by
pixie
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Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 08:24:31 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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There are so many things I wanted to say,
To the people who have darkened my days,
But I have never had the courage to speak,
I have always felt so ashamed & weak.
But the time has come for me to speak out,
For too long I’ve been filled with worry & doubt,
So here it goes, I take my deep breathes,
I hope by the end I still have strength left.
Dear Colin you Raped me when I was a child,
Blamed it on me because I was drunk & a bit wild,
You threatened that if I told I would get the blame,
For so many years for you I carried the shame.
Dear Mum & Dad where the hell were you?
Why didn’t you do what loving parents were meant to?
You both left me all alone to fend for my self,
You didn’t give a ***** about my physical or mental health.
Dear Paul & Keith I was eleven & very scared,
You took what you wanted you didn’t care,
You didn’t rape me, but you forced me to do things,
I was too young & frightened to hear the alarm bells ring.
Dear self why have you caused me so much pain,
Pushed & forced me to crack under the strain,
Why are you so ugly, why are you so vile?
Why have you walked me right down the reapers isle?
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pixie
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2004-11-24 08:24:31] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by emphaticplacebo on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 08:35:19 AM AEST (User
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A very personal, sad and no doubt emotional write. You said what you needed to say with depth and feeling. A great (although sad) write, pixie. hugs from me xx |
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by OnAngelswings on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 09:04:24 AM AEST (User
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I can identify with you,my step father did the same to me....but I have worked very hard to deal with it and have...I no longer let it rule my life....I do...I will not let him control my life after his death...the hardest thing I ever did was forgive him and when I did....it all changed...I was released of my chains to him....Am sorry you suffered this pain...am glad you spoke out...very powerful poem...Shari |
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by LOWMAN613 on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 10:24:00 AM AEST (User
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AAAWWW So very touching youve been thru alot! Its great to speak out though it helps the heart heal! Christina |
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by givingin on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 11:38:03 AM AEST (User
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Pixie, I'm so proud of you.
The secrets tormenting you inside have caused you so much pain, and now you were able to get it out.
I'm so very proud of you.
I can relate on a some of those levels.
Very emotional write,
good for you pixie.
*~givingin~*
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by Essentially9 on
Wednesday, 24th November 2004 @ 08:58:58 PM AEST (User
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aww pixie...you didnt deserve any of this... |
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Re: The Things I Couldn't Say
(User Rating: 1 ) by nascarfive on
Thursday, 25th November 2004 @ 04:15:01 PM AEST (User
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very heartfelt and touching. I'm so sorry. |
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