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green and gray clouds
Contributed by
darkplaidbabe
on
Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 11:44:33 PM in AEST
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As the drowsy blood drags through my viens
I think im dying, or maybe just going insane
my nights are captivated by the thought of death
my mind wants to know , when is my final breath?
But this paranoia is unsatisfied
The threads of my life are tightly tied
Strangely I dwell on the things I don’t know
Will it be swift and painless, violent and slow?
Like a disease for which there is no cure
Its creeping and brooding and coming for sure!
Its sneaking behind me and round the bend
I beg and plead but still it is not content
I scream and fall and run the other way
My feet are sluggish but what can I say?
Im running from something I cannot even see
Perhaps ive gone crazy, perhaps ill never be free
Im still alive for now, but can I live in this childish fear?
Each day awakens the terror, each week, each month, even year!
This isn’t working, no it isnt at all!
I cant live with this obstacle of terror, this wall
But what can I do? Im helpless in this matter
I feel as mad as that strange little hatter!
Watching the clock, afraid of everyday things
Afraid to pick up the phone when it rings
God save me please, I cant take it much longer
Perhaps if I were brave, perhaps If I were stronger
But no, I am weak and frightened oh so easily
If only I could eradicate the problem, but the problem is ME!
Death will find me, I know it will
So I sit huddled next to my boarded windowsill
And here I shall stay, safe in my home
Here I will be, safe and alone
Here in the dark and cold, all alone…..
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2004-11-23 23:44:33]
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Re: green and gray clouds
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by purplestary on
Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 11:50:57 PM AEST
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Re: green and gray clouds
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by LEMMEN on
Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 11:54:48 PM AEST
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Very deep and emotional so much pain and sadness within your words. This past thing that torements your soul. This darkness you can defeat it your words prove that "GREAT WRITE"
~~DENNIS~~ |
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