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How do I feel?....(part 2)
Contributed by
Sonibe
on
Saturday, 20th November 2004 @ 02:47:08 AM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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you still want to know....How do I feel?....
....well, all of this thinking has made me rather angry....
....I can't be angry at her b/c it's not her fault....
....I wish I could find out what I did for her to feel the way she does toward me....
....I just want to be treated (at least) as a friend before the relationship....like it use to be....
....what the crap did I do for her to nearly hate me like this!?....
....you know what?....I'm going to tell just how it is.............
...."don't touch me"......................
I was just going to give her fake punch to get her in a cheerful mood....
...."sigh".......................................
everytime she has to come to me for something....
...."what's wrong with you"........
whenever I don't say much to her....
...."........."....................................
our usual conversation whenever I don't say something first....
....and you know what else?....
....she can't stand to be around me....
....I drive her crazy....
....I annoy her when I do what I do....
....This will never end....I'll just keep falling for girls, and be happy for less than 2 or 3 months....then we'll break up....
....Then, later on....after being friends....she'll start noticing the small things about me that annoy her....and she'll hate me....again...
....Yeah....history/my past is going to keep repeating itself and there's nothing I can do about it.....
....I could run....but then, it'll just happen again....but in a different location....
....I could stay....and let the process of emotional pain finish all the way out before "the calm"................
....I need some jazz..............................no....I don't feel like listening to jazz.......
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Sonibe
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2004-11-20 02:47:08] (Date/Time posted on
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