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Contributed by
Kitty_cat
on
Thursday, 18th November 2004 @ 10:29:12 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Today I was in assembly
We learned a lesson that day
That everyones unique and special
'Cos we're all different, in some way
We were told that none of us was the same
You would never find someone like you
No-one would have the same laugh or smile
Or the same personaility too
Most faces broke into a smile
While mine broke into a frown
Most people beamed at the speaker
While I put my head down
I started thinking about you
How theres no-one exactly the same
I started thinking of what I'd done
There was no-one but me to blame
I started wondering if I'd see you again
Wondering if you were ok
I started wondering if you'd hate me forever
If I'd forgive myself one day
I started wishing you were here with me
Wishing it would still be the same
I started wishing I could back to the old times
And hold you in my arms again
I started hoping that you'd be standing behind me
And I'd turn round with you there
I started hoping someday I'd be special
Enough for you to care
I started crying out for the Lord
Why did he make me like this?
I started crying out, asking why he'd done this
Why he'd taken the only person I'd miss
I started screaming why was I me?
Why was I created?
Why was I put on this earth?
I started screaming with hatred
Towards the 'special ones'
Towards my godforsaken life
Towards God
Towards that *****
Towards myself
Towards him...
The man I loved
The man I'll always love
Who'll never love me
The man who'll always put me down
Make me feel like ***
The man who I try so hard for
But everytime I'm criticized
If I was so special then why was he disappointed?
If I was so special why did he hate me?
Why did he shut me out?
Why wouldn't he love me?
I was screaming for the life I left behind
The pain I was feeling now
My inevitable future...
I want him back
I need him back
But it will never happen
His face has started to fade, but the pain never will...
Where are you?
Where are you when I need you?
God, tell me what to do???
Please
Help me
Nothing...
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Kitty_cat
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2004-11-18 10:29:12] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Nothing
(User Rating: 1 ) by _Raspberry_ on
Thursday, 18th November 2004 @ 10:38:10 AM AEST (User
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I like this. It does express your emotions, but somehow it doesn't seem over. Good job. |
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Re: Nothing
(User Rating: 1 ) by a_bear on
Thursday, 18th November 2004 @ 10:38:41 AM AEST (User
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lots of emotion.. |
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Re: Nothing
(User Rating: 1 ) by pixie on
Thursday, 18th November 2004 @ 10:44:04 AM AEST (User
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a very emotional poem,
pixie xx |
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