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I CAN’T DO THIS ANY MORE!
Contributed by
deathdrop
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Wednesday, 10th November 2004 @ 10:56:44 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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… In lesson started laughing to pretend it wasn’t happening, but it was! It left me too out of it to make any effort. My friends thought it was funny and this girl started getting really mouthy at me… and I don’t get why … then after that lesson I went for my wrist again… I feel so mucked up now that I’m starting to go crazy… but I had to do this, ‘coz I’m gonna try killing my-self soon so if I push them away now, in the long run, they won’t hurt so bad!
My head’s spinning.
This emotion’s too strong.
So far, I’ve actually been trying,
But it feels so wrong!
I’m trying to stand up.
Trying to smile.
I wish my head would shut up,
And that I didn’t feel down.
… But I MUST put up my defense!
‘Coz they CAN’T enter me.
I’m rotting down to nothing.
I’m too tired to concentrate.
I’ve just got enough in me,
To BREAK and push them away.
I can’t hurt them any more.
I can’t any longer stay…
My head is screwed up and blocked.
My wrist is too ugly for words.
I’m f-ing trying to stay on!
But, I CAN’T DO THIS ANY MORE!
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2004-11-10 10:56:44]
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Re: I CAN’T DO THIS ANY MORE!
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by BuTTerFly_LoVe on
Wednesday, 10th November 2004 @ 11:14:09 AM AEST
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Im sorry you feel that way.. Great write tho sad and depressing
Good luck
If you ever need to talk im here even if you don't know me ..
HeNO UnKnOwN bUTTerfly |
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Re: I CAN’T DO THIS ANY MORE!
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by pixie on
Wednesday, 10th November 2004 @ 11:22:47 AM AEST
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a very depressing and emotional write, you have a great way of venting your feelings, try and stay positive hun,
takecare,
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Re: I CAN’T DO THIS ANY MORE!
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by screwup on
Wednesday, 10th November 2004 @ 12:35:36 PM AEST
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Rosie,
I know that you can't help but feel this way with what is going on in your life... but I want to let you know that there are people who care, whether you want to believe it or not. it may seem like people don't, but you are focusing on the people that hurt you... and personally I think they are the freaks, NOT YOU... I think it might take you a while to realize it, but people DO CARE for you...
take care,
Deanna |
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