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My Fallen Snow Angel
Contributed by
Doriens_Picture
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Friday, 5th November 2004 @ 02:22:34 PM in AEST
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I had a friend who died three years ago this December
She took her own life and I could not help her
I went to save her but was too late
All that day I saw the signs
That I was going to lose someone I cared for
She had gotten into a fight with her boyfriend at the time
And then went to get high on heroin
I tried to get her to stop and she did for a while
But I guess that day she just had enough
And for got about me
When she got home that day to her mothers house
Her mother knew she was high and on what
They got into fight and that did not help her any
She ran upstairs and got into her room crying
Her mother did not see her for all that day
She did not even try to understand her
She was only sixteen and needed her mother
But her mother did not care she blamed her
For her father running off
And I hated her mother for that
The nights she had come to me
With her blades in her hand
She was holding them so tight she cut her self
She always came to me to be stopped
But this last she just went off alone
A few hours later that day I went to her house before it was dark
And her mother opened the door drunk and I asked her where Christine was
She told me she had gotten home high and started a fight with her and that she
Was sorry so I pushed her out of the way and ran upstairs and kicked the door
To her room open and looked around it to see if I could see her
But I knew it was too late
I ran to her bathroom door and it was locked from the inside
I kicked it open too and when I stepped in the evidence of her misery
Was all over the floor mixing with the water but it could not be deluded
I saw her there in the bath tub with cuts all over her body
Her arms legs her thighs and wrist and chest
She did it right this time and I could not do anything
Crying I picked her body out of the water and held her in
My arms she was so cold almost as cold as ice
Her once beautiful pale skin and red lips where now blue
Her eyes had lost all pigment and her hair looked black and red when wet
Her mother stood there outside the door
Crying she knew she could have done more
I told her to call an ambulance but I knew it was too late
She ran to the hallway outside the room and when she got to the steps
She slipped and fell and broke her neck and died right there
I did not want to move from where I was
My friend Vince who I told where I was going to be
Came looking for me and saw her mother’s body at the bottom of the stairs
And called the police and then went upstairs looking for me
He saw me with her lifeless body in my arms
And went to wait for the police
I was so cold and breathless but I did not want to let go
When the cops came they tried to pull me off of her but could not
For a while then more came and finally did
I was numb
Vince told them everything so they just let me go home
I did not sleep at all no matter how tired I was I could not
I heard some one knocking at my door
When I opened it the police was there
They said the brought a note with my name on it
It was from Christine
It said that she was sorry but had to do it because she felt so weak and worthless
And useless
And that the only time she was happy was with me
But she did not want to be happy anymore
When she knew that someone would just try and take it away
And that she hated her mother and that she was sorry
The police then told me that she was pregnant when she died
But they where not sure if she knew
I told them that if she did she would have told me
And they left
I went up stairs and started cutting my self too
But I stopped because I knew that she did not want me to
I have never cut my self after that
And I went off that year and moved to Manchester
When I came back the next year for Christmas I went to her grave
Then went to her house and it was abandoned
Her boyfriend was there and he told me that she told him
That she was pregnant and it was his and he went mad and hit her
He then told me that he was sorry and I felt like killing him
But I forgave him anyways it is what she had wanted
He hugged me and I hugged him back and he went off
I took the caution tape off the front door
I went in side and had a look around
It was all the same way as it was before
I went upstairs and just felt like it was all
Happening again and my heart was racing
I dropped to my knees and stated to cry again
I got up ran out the door and when I went out side
I saw her standing there in the snow
She had these long wing with feathers made of ice
Her skin was white like the snow and her eyes had crystallized
Her hair was blue like and endless sky
She looked so happy just dancing there smiling at me
I went up to her and took her hand
They were so cold
She told me as long as I remember the good times we had
That she would always be with me
All of the pain that I had felt for two years
Had just gone away
She slipped away and went back into my memories
I heard her voice say if she ever needed me that she would be there
And I have seen her every time I have needed her
Sometimes in front of me and other I saw her walking in a crowd of people
And sometimes even making angels in the snow she always looks so happy now
And she will always be my snow angel
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Re: My Fallen Snow Angel
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by addicted2selfharm on
Friday, 5th November 2004 @ 08:42:14 PM AEST
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So yeah like I said before, this is so amazing, it's really good. :)
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Re: My Fallen Snow Angel
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by blowfish_jane on
Sunday, 7th November 2004 @ 03:34:43 AM AEST
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Wow you just made me cry lol, and the radio is playing Unchained Melody so im crying a lot. This is so sad you have written it so beautifully and well.
Hugs,
Jane x
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Re: My Fallen Snow Angel
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by little_genna on
Saturday, 27th November 2004 @ 03:06:49 PM AEST
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This is beyound amazing.
so incredibly sad but its so beautifully written.
Im lost for words for this.
I love it.
love
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