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HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
Contributed by
deathdrop
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Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 04:29:58 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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NORMAL PEOPLE DON’T GET ABUSED! NORMAL PEOPLE AREN’T SEXUALLY USED…
This eating problem I’ve to sort.
Even out the folds from my messed up thoughts.
I starve then stuff.
Then Carve then cut.
I’m scrod.
I’m rude,
I’ve got a small attitude.
No boys love me.
Some girls wanna know me.
People don’t under stand me.
Not many want things to do with me.
Is that ‘coz I a cut?
Or ‘coz I’m too much.
Or I’m maybe being paranoid,
‘Coz my life is too destroyed.
But I’m broken in my mind,
And trying to leave bad times, behind.
So things can then be ALRIGHT.
Only nothing works out fine,
So I cut and don’t eat right.
And it tares me up inside.
But it’s all I have inside,
Just to help me through the nights.
So I’m not holding my-self tight,
Just to know I want to die,
But people care so I’ll stay this time,
Even though I want to die!
‘COZ NOTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!!!!!
‘Coz the pain’s an endless fight.
And I want to jump from height.
And slit my wrists tonight.
But I WON’T ‘coz I know I’ve got to fight.
Despite,
The lonely nights…
I’VE GOT TO FIGHT!
Despite.
Being depressed, too much of the time.
And wishing so bad that I had no strife.
That for once I had a normal life.
Just so I’d feel strong, and wouldn’t have to cry.
And break down to tears just for being alive.
I wouldn’t feel fears when I socialize.
And I wouldn’t get scared when I look in Richard’s eyes.
‘Coz if I was normal, he wouldn’t have abused me all those times!
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deathdrop
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2004-10-30 16:29:58]
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Re: HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
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by theMoth on
Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 04:53:56 PM AEST
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Deathdrop, I wish I knew
what to tell you.
But I know life isn't
that easy.
I hope the best for you.
--Mothy |
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Re: HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
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by alyssakoren_03 on
Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 06:21:53 PM AEST
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| i feel the same.......nobody wants to get to knwo me because they call me "wierd" or "physcio" but you know what i want to know what is so good about being normal? why woudl you want to be like everyone else? where's the fun in that.. rember.......life can go from bad to worst but eventually it will get better. things pass and life goes on. all my love is sent to thee |
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Re: HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
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by secretwind on
Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 10:44:00 PM AEST
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The never ending battle to see through the confusion rages on,we can only hope we can catch a flow from time to time that helps us escape....you are not alone.
Secretwind...... |
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Re: HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
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by pixie on
Sunday, 31st October 2004 @ 09:25:21 AM AEST
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yes decent and normal people get abused,raped etc, it is the whole fault of the abuser, they have got a way of making us the victims feel like it is our fault...a very sad and traumatic write, I am so sorry for your pain, wish I could help you *hugs*
takecare
pixie xx |
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