Missing Her
Contributed by
Saz
on
Wednesday, 20th October 2004 @ 01:48:51 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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Sitting in this room,
Knowing she’s over there,
Knowing I’ve lost her,
Knowing she doesn’t care.
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Loneliness creeps into my heart,
Into my mind, in through my eyes,
A part of me’s gone,
I’m missing inside.
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I’m aching all over,
Inside and out,
Was she really my friend…
Something I doubt.
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My eyes don’t cry,
They only see,
She’s shutting me out,
But she’s a part of me.
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I don’t understand,
What I’ve done wrong,
Indeed I am questioning,
Our friendship all along.
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Every friendship has problems,
That’s true I’ll admit,
But where does she get the right,
To make me feel like s--t?
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I’m confused, I’m befuddled,
I don’t know how I feel,
Let down, lonely,
I thought she was real.
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Ripped out and torn up,
My heart feels no rest,
Stamped on and spat at,
My life is a mess.
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Sitting, wondering,
If she misses me too,
Coz I miss her like anything,
I honestly do.
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Why has she blanked me,
There are still things unsaid,
It must have been something I’ve done…
Maybe I’m better off dead…
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I can’t help but feel responsible,
Guilty as Hell,
But I can’t ask her if I am,
Coz she won’t tell.
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Am I being punished,
For something I’ve said or done,
One lesson I’m being taught,
Is, look after number one.
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Live a life of solitude,
Maybe that way it’s best,
No hurt or pain from others,
Give my weary heart some rest.
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See what happens, when I’m on my own?
Alone with just my thoughts,
My head is full of rubbish,
Just stupid, pointless, retorts.
Copyright ©
Saz
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2004-10-20 13:48:51] (Date/Time posted on
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