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I'm Afraid
Contributed by
pixie
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Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 12:29:34 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I admit I am afraid,
Of mistakes I’ve already made,
I admit that I’m also scared,
That you won’t always be there.
I am frightened as soon as you leave,
My body feels sad & ready to grieve,
I feel sick & alone without you by my side,
So into a bottle of vodka I go to hide.
I have spent my life in fear,
That I’ll end up alone with no-one near,
It still destroys me although I try so hard,
To put it once & for all in my back yard.
My soul reeks of fear & insecurity,
Stops me from functioning normally,
I long to trust but I don’t know how,
I wish I had the strength here & now.
Fear makes me feel so sick & weak,
I search for answers but it’s looking bleak,
I feel like throwing in the towel,
Fear’s laying it on thick with its trowel.
Will I ever be allowed to let go?
Get rid of this feeling that hurts me so,
All I want to be is normal like the rest,
But fear keeps me from feeling my best.
Copyright ©
pixie
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2004-10-19 12:29:34]
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Re: I'm Afraid
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by deadheadpoet on
Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 12:41:02 PM AEST
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| Awesome write Pixie, so from the heart. I know where you're coming from. Dealing with fears can be like traversing over the highest mountains. I wish you strength on your journey. Much peace. |
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Re: I'm Afraid
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by afterdark on
Thursday, 21st October 2004 @ 10:39:11 AM AEST
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| very good write..i really liked this one alot. |
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Re: I'm Afraid
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by skyblumoon on
Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 12:01:28 PM AEST
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This is so sad but powerful. Another great write.
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