Finally Awoken
Contributed by
k8n07
on
Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 08:40:20 AM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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Daddy, I need you in my life,
It’s so lonely without you,
I miss being Daddy’s little girl,
What did I do?
I thought I was fine without you,
But I’m not at all,
You tried to talk it out,
But every time I put up a wall.
I didn’t want to work things out,
Instead I took the easy way,
There’s a hole in my heart,
I didn’t find it until today.
My life’s incomplete,
Every girl needs her Dad,
One who yells at her,
And comforts her when she’s sad,
I’ve taken you for granite,
Some kids don’t really know their father,
I know I’ve made a mistake,
Because now we don’t see each other.
I’ve blamed it all on you,
Part of it is my fault,
Just because you got married,
I brought our relationship to a halt.
I didn’t realize what I was doing,
But now I know,
I dug myself a hole,
And kept going even when my heart screamed NO!
I told everyone you pushed me away,
The truth is; I pushed you,
I covered my mistake with lies,
I knew better than to.
I felt like you moved on without me,
But why shouldn’t you?
I don’t deserve forgiveness,
Look what I did to you.
I ask myself everyday,
Why did you do this?
I get so angry with myself,
I become so *****.
I can’t stop crying,
I have so many issues,
I can’t deal with them now,
It’s too late to.
I’ve caused so many problems,
I’ve made you so sad,
I’ve ruined our relationship,
I didn’t realize what I had.
You were a great Dad,
Sure I hated you some days,
But it was stupid of me,
Just because I didn’t agree with your ways.
I made a big mistake,
The biggest one of my life,
It’s caused me so much pain,
It’s caused so much strife.
I know you have new kids,
I know you have a new wife,
Just know I’m happy for you,
I’m glad you have a better life.
I’m sorry for what I did,
I broke my own heart,
I ruined my life,
And I tore us apart.
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k8n07
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