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Maybe I Derserve This Pain

Contributed by jishes_4_ever on Wednesday, 29th September 2004 @ 05:23:54 PM in AEST
Topic: LostLove



he shouldn't think he can just be an ***** and i'm gonna be okay with it
like i didn't love him
like i still don't
he's being ***** stupid and ***** me off
maybe his friends were right maybe i was just to young
maybe he should have gotten in a relationship with someone that he could tell he wanted to take a break and then try to get back together with two days later that would actually take him back
i never meant to hurt him
but he hurt me
i guess i deserved it though
i guess this is what i get for loving someone that age and not holding onto them
maybe i'm the *****
i don't know
but i guess i'll have to start trying not to love him
i guess i'll have to stop thinking about him and wanting to know how he is
or expecting an email from him
or my stomach jumping when i get one from him
or my stomach jumping when i would talk to him on the phone
because i was so happy that i was getting to finally talk to him
he treated me better then anyone i've ever known and i let him go
i guess i deserve it all though
the pain
the tears that i cried over him
maybe i derserve every bit of pain i've got
because of the way i was to him
maybe for hurting him i deserve more pain then i can imagine
maybe he's the one person i'm supposed to be with and i pushed him away
thinking he didn't want me
thinking he was right when he said we should take a break
thinking that maybe he had someone else that he wasn't telling me about
a lot of thoughts crossed my mind
but still i cried
and the day he said i should stop loving him and he was going to stop loving me couldn't have hurt more
maybe it's easy for him to stop loving me
but it's not easy for me to stop loving him...




Copyright © jishes_4_ever ... [ 2004-09-29 17:23:54]
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Re: Maybe I Derserve This Pain (User Rating: 1 )
by theMoth on Wednesday, 29th September 2004 @ 05:32:38 PM AEST
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Well, it's very honest...
--Mothy


Re: Maybe I Derserve This Pain (User Rating: 1 )
by foolish on Thursday, 30th September 2004 @ 07:08:31 PM AEST
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i know what this feels like, always thinking about if things had been done different what could have been, and giving anything to have someone back but you cant. it is so hard to let go and it hurts so much. i really like this poem, good luck with movin on




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