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To The End and Back Again
Contributed by
AnastasiaN
on
Wednesday, 29th September 2004 @ 01:02:35 AM in AEST
Topic:
StoryPoetry
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A long time ago
I was so scared
I was falling apart
and nobody cared
A long time ago
I couldn't smile
I used to hurt myself
to ease the pain for a while
A long time ago
I was all alone
With no one to talk to
I returned to an empty home
I found all those pills
and swallowed them down
when the bottles were empty
I laid down on the ground
My mind began spinning
and my stomach churned in pain
the end was nearing
as I tried to stand up again
Headlights flashed in the window
my best friend came through the door
I started drifting lower
when she picked me off the floor
When I awoke the next night
I saw pain scream in their eyes
the worry and confusion
seemed to drip from every 'why'
Not too long ago
I was so scared
I was falling apart again
and you didn't care
Not too long ago
I couldn't smile
I hurt myself again
but you pushed me a mile
Not long ago
I did it again
but this time was different
because I didn't really want it to end
I realized something
that I never saw before
all these people who were scared
really cared for me more
I'm sorry I hurt all of you
it wasn't in my plan
The one who I thought mattered
turned out to be less than a man
I'll never do it again
I'm all grown up now
and I'll find better friends
who won't ever let me down
Copyright ©
AnastasiaN
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2004-09-29 01:02:35] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: To The End and Back Again
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Wednesday, 29th September 2004 @ 02:21:20 AM AEST (User
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Great write here as it shows a person that there's is always someone out there that cares.
It also shows how much you've learned along lifes way.
Keep the faith and hang tuff.
U r so right it's not worth it to end your life for someone that probably never really cared in the first place.
luv, huggs,
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Re: To The End and Back Again
(User Rating: 1 ) by Tanmaya on
Wednesday, 29th September 2004 @ 05:43:05 AM AEST (User
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You've expressed your feelings really well here.
Very honest and uplifting. |
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