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Feelings of Insecurity
Contributed by
fastpitchqt
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Tuesday, 21st September 2004 @ 01:25:19 AM in AEST
Topic:
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I’m so insecure
Afraid to open up to people
Afraid that I will get hurt again by those who I care about
I’m so insecure
With myself
With my appearance
With my life
I don’t feel beautiful or desired
I feel fat and unworthy
I feel like I will never be truly happy
Every time I’m happy something goes wrong.
What’s wrong with me?
Don’t I deserve love, happiness, and acceptance like everyone else??
Don’t I deserve what everyone else already has??
I see the girls around school
With their small legs and tight stomachs
Then I look at myself and see all my flaws and imperfections
Its like I’m in a world of my own
I’m invisible to those around me
The ones I want, I can never have
I’m not afraid of who I am
I’m not afraid to be me
But I am afraid of not being accepted
Not being loved
Not being noticed
I know there is someone out there
But why can’t I find him?
Why do I have to sit here feeling so insecure with myself?
Why do I not trust what guys say?
Maybe its because I’ve been told too many lies
Been deceived one too many times
Been used and betrayed
Maybe that’s why I’m so insecure with who I am
I just want to be confident in myself and who I am
Knowing people love me unconditionally, flaws and all
But until then I will sit balled up in the corner
With these feelings of insecurity
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Re: Feelings of Insecurity
(User Rating: 1 ) by Bohemian_with_a_pen on
Tuesday, 21st September 2004 @ 04:03:07 AM AEST (User
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i hear ya! awesome poem |
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