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Forgiveness and Forgiving
Contributed by
lovesucks
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Monday, 20th September 2004 @ 10:42:34 PM in AEST
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selfstruggles
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I can't put into words how badly I want forgiveness but then again I think if I were them would I be so forgiving???
I sometimes think selfishly because although I hurt the ones that do love me they also have to understand I hurt myself the most
When I think I pushed them all away willingly, knowingly, selfishly, relentlessly, hatefully, my emotions but a ghost
I could go on, ................but to get to the point
My heart was not a part of my life it was shattered, broken my heart hurt.
It would not let in anyone that cared because of fear of being mutilated beyond repair.
I don''t know just letting some things out bear with me here.
Now that the people I once thought gave up on me proved me wrong and do love me I am consumed with fear
The fear of failing them or not living up to their expectations has got me in complete and utter frustration.
Sometimes failure seems easier because if I come out of this rut and succeed is anyone going to believe me
or will they think she is once again decieving.
TAJ
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Re: Forgiveness and Forgiving
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by Cynthia on
Wednesday, 22nd September 2004 @ 02:01:26 PM AEST
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| I am very sure everything is going to be all right. Just keep you head held high. *S* Cynthia |
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Re: Forgiveness and Forgiving
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by Broken_Skin on
Thursday, 23rd September 2004 @ 07:27:00 AM AEST
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well a few words made a rhyme
no real rythm,
sounded like a diary entry
was ok
not really my style either |
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Re: Forgiveness and Forgiving
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by lovingcritters on
Thursday, 30th September 2004 @ 11:13:56 PM AEST
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Anyone that was close enough to you could see that you simply were not you! A broken heart shatters and hits all those close by! Surely they could understand that and hush their concerns....with kindness and forgiveness for you!
That's why we only dare hurt those that love us too! Because we know they will understand and figure out why........it's not intentional by any means.
I'm so sorry you have been hurt so badly!
Gird up your loins like a good soldier, and learn from this one.......so that is never happens again!
Your picture is precious with your child. What a great image a mother and child.
Enjoyed your write!
lovingcritters
consue
Now forgive yourself.......read my poem tomorrow it's called Forgive yourself!
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