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In The Mind Of A Worrier
Contributed by
pixie
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Sunday, 19th September 2004 @ 11:08:22 AM in AEST
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I can’t sit still my minds all of a whirl,
I feel like a scared little girl,
I shouldn’t feel like this,
Feeling relaxed is something I miss.
As soon as he goes out the door & leaves,
My nerves tangle & don’t feel at ease,
I feel like he’ll forget about me,
That now we’re apart he’ll feel free.
I worry that he prefers to be away,
I have been really dreading this day,
His heart is true & I should trust,
When he’s not here I always feel crushed.
Thoughts cascade around my troubled mind,
Negative answers are always easy to find,
Oh how I wish he was here right now,
I want to keep strong but I don’t know how.
Worrying makes me feel tired & old,
I feel like I have been locked out in the cold,
All I want is to be right next my lover,
Without him I feel like I have no cover.
It’s almost three hours since he’s been gone,
To you it may be short, but to me it’s too long,
I’m sat here eagerly watching the clock,
Wishing that on my door would be a knock.
I want to learn how to let go of this worry,
It doesn’t want to leave me in any hurry,
Each time I am by myself & feel alone,
My insecurities quickly become fully grown.
He always shows me his love & that he cares,
But I just hate it when he’s not there,
This may sound stupid & so very weak,
For having these worries I feel like such a freak.
I really want to knock them on the head,
Put them to rest in their death bed,
But the keep coming back with such revenge,
It’s as if they have someone they want to avenge.
I try so hard to push out these thoughts,
That leave me feeling so out of sorts,
This feeling will stay with me all day & night,
My sun is far from looking yellow & bright.
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pixie
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2004-09-19 11:08:22]
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Re: In The Mind Of A Worrier
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by ladyfawn on
Sunday, 19th September 2004 @ 11:25:53 AM AEST
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awww.... youve got it bad girl lol, i used to feel like this when my hubby went out on the road, after a few years it did get a lill easier, but having kids to take care of occupied a lot of my time and he called every chance he had to let me know he was alright, maybe you could suggest that, that after so many hours go by he calls you, just to touch base with one another:) hugs n' love nessa
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Re: In The Mind Of A Worrier
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by afterdark on
Sunday, 19th September 2004 @ 11:48:29 AM AEST
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i definitly can relate to this hun..good read..
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Re: In The Mind Of A Worrier
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by Chanti on
Sunday, 19th September 2004 @ 12:43:15 PM AEST
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| Aw great write! When he goes out maybe you should try to make it a night for yourself... everyone needs to pamper themselves every once in awhile |
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Re: In The Mind Of A Worrier
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by Former_Member on
Saturday, 21st April 2007 @ 03:26:00 PM AEST
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I know how you feel. I worry about everything. Even something thats not even true(like about people hating me and stuff like that.)It is a huge burden thats dragging me down but I hope its not dragging you down. it may be too late to save me but I hope someone can save you.
EXCELLENT POEM!!!!!!!! |
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