The waves,
are splashing over me,
as pleasant filled memories fill my mind,
but I know,
soon,
as they always do,
the storms will come.
I watch,
as the gentleness of the ocean,
turns to terror,
as once again I am reliving my horror,
before my eyes.
The crashing is all I can hear,
for it,
drowns out all other pleasant things.
Slowly,
I watch,
as the sand beneath my feet,
begins to disapear,
As I myself,
slowly,
become,
like it,
nothing.
Soon,
the waves,
drag me out to the ocean,
I am at the mercy of the water,
my tears.
It is not long,
before I realise,
the ocean represents my feelings,
I am being dragged out with them,
and carelessly tossed around,
turned in one direction,
then,
carelessly,
tossed the other,
for my mind,
like the sea,
is uncontrollable.
I am in a war of emotions,
sometimes I don't understand,
sometimes I wish it wasn't like this,
but I know I must feel,
It is my life.
No longer,
can I avoid the waves,
no more,
can I rise above them,
but the storm,
drags me out with them,
and I become a part of them.
No more,
am I able to do anything,
my life has become part of the wave of emotions,
emotions,
it seems,
is all I have.
I no longer know what to feel,
except to know,
I am overwhelmed,
with too many contridicting thoughts.
Once again,
the wave takes me,
pulls me,
as I once more,
become a part of it.
Slowly,
the wave nears the shore,
exhausted,
I collapse on the sand,
my emotions,
ringing throughout me.
Soon,
once again,
my emotions will become a storm,
but for now,
I lie,
exhausted,
for,
I gave up,
and was left,
at the mercy of the ocean.
I must not,
leave my life,
to nothing but emotions,
I must fight,
I must rise above the waves,
and sort out what I feel,
not lock it away forever,
for otherwise,
they will become,
a storm,
a war of emotions.
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2004-09-18 17:53:49]
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