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Why I Cut Again
Contributed by
deathdrop
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Friday, 17th September 2004 @ 11:19:14 AM in AEST
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PLEASE COMMENT! ... I GOT REALLY BAD LOWS TODAY, BUT I DON'T UNDR STAND WHY. I HADN'T TAKEN ANY THING, I HAD JUT EATEN SOME CHOCOLATE... Any ideas?
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This wrist hurts!
It stings too much.
‘Coz some real harsh poison,
Came through with that razors touch.
Ok, I shouldn’t have slit.
But then again, I did.
… And you know what?
I’M NOT ASHAMED OF IT!
But it bled and bled!
Bit after bit.
It oozed through my school jumper,
From just those 13 little slits…
And just as well for me,
No one noticed it.
But now it’s all sore.
And cutting has no release any more.
I don’t know why I cut.
I’m meant to have given it up.
Yet still I go on.
Until the layers are torn.
And more pain is born.
‘Coz I’m just a FREAK all along…
They stuck up their noses when I said that was today.
But don’t tell me, it never passed through out their brains!
I said I was going flying lessons tonight.
That I was gonna jump off a building of great height!
None of them really looked all that surprised.
… And it proves my point! They WOULDN’T care if I died!
Miss said to be quiet or detentions would come out.
So I put up my hand, and began to shout.
“I want to detention, please give me one miss!”
She said to not be stupid, she didn’t believe I was serious!
… But see the things was, that when I left there.
I felt all frustrated, but I didn’t really care.
‘Coz I couldn’t control, some thing went wrong inside.
And then suddenly, I just closed my eyes…
And then more pain came in again,
And I had no choice, but to slit my skin.
And this is where the story ends,
But that’s the reason, why today, I cut again!
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Re: Why I Cut Again
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by a_bear on
Friday, 17th September 2004 @ 11:55:11 AM AEST
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| choclate does affect some people..but you sound like you have a lot of pain inside that needs to come out. It sounds like those around you see it happening so much that they are numb to to it..they think if they ignore it..it will help you. it's not that they don't care. People don't know what to do so they do nothing. Like a deer trapped in headlights...they just freeze. have you tried counselling? I'm suicidal myself..I wonder why it never works..I've done pills, cut myself..last time I severed an artery and it almost worked...pain inside is so bad I just want it to stop. Worse than physical pain...I think maybe I can bleed it out...or something. Death seems the only answer sometimes..but that would hurt everyone that loves me. Then there are days when it seems no one loves me...then what? |
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Re: Why I Cut Again
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by ladyfawn on
Friday, 17th September 2004 @ 01:09:12 PM AEST
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oh hun, im sorry your so sad today!! if they dont listen then just ignore them too, they dont understand, hang in there, you know i care,
extra big hugs n' love nessa
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Re: Why I Cut Again
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by wild_girl121 on
Saturday, 18th September 2004 @ 12:32:04 AM AEST
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| hey girl its me again , i havent been online ina while. it sounds like you were doing better.... when days like this happen just try to suck it up. i know its hard. but u can keep it up..... angie |
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Re: Why I Cut Again
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by Nicole_Rahaman on
Monday, 4th October 2004 @ 01:08:19 PM AEST
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Hi... I've only read a couple of your poems so far. Initially I thought that you were fictionally writing about "cutting". HOwever, the more I read, the more I am convinced that you are suffering with an illness that is peaking my interest. If you wouldnt mind, I would like to communicate with you on a one on one basis. If you agree, maybe you can pm me and let me know. I dont want to be presumptous to contact you first. If you dont contact me that'll be ok... I will respect your privacy.
Nicole |
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