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The man named HOPE
Contributed by
FleurdeSang
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Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 03:04:09 PM in AEST
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I’ve lost it all again,
My sense of feeling and direction have vanished…
Numb with pain, abandoned by all…
Alone. Like I was always meant to be…
Where is my Lord?
Why won’t He answer?
My Faith is slowly slipping,
My hope, completely gone…
No one to comfort me in this time of need…
Where are all my so-called friends?
I hate feeling this way, I hate thinking this way…
But I can’t prevent them,
I cannot cut the flow…
This is my solace, my sanctuary…
I live for the writing…
I live because of the writing…
The only way to unleash my sorrow, my anger, my hatred towards HIM!
Happiness came and went, like the wind through my hair…
Just emptiness, a vast void that will never be filled…
Battered and spent, I lay here in the confinements of this horrid room…
So many memories…
The head, full of ice flowers, melt and course down the cheeks…
Trails of dissolved nostalgia imprinted on my skin…
I feel so meek, so worthless…
A hideous disgrace…
Look at what I have become…
Dark, revolting, fallen from grace…
I am dead to the world…
Where is my friend, my “HOPE”?
Why isn’t he here to console me?
Rid me of these dreadful thoughts,
Shine light into my life…
Wrap me in your sweet embrace,
Tell me that everything will be alright…
Help this vile soul believe once more…
I am seemingly lost without you…
Let me gaze into your eyes,
And find your love for me…
Show me that you care,
That I’m not just another ordinary girl in your life…..
Je suis la fleur de sufferance,
And forever shall be…
I have sinned so much,
Purify me with your reassuring touch…
Gorgeous soul that I call HOPE,
Rester en mon noir Coeur pour toujours…
Mysterious man, messenger of God, answer to my prayers,
Piece together this shattered heart of mine,
Take away this darkness that inhabits my soul…
Destroy the nightmare that haunts me so…
Cure my corrupted mind…
“It is possible that HOPE resides in more than just one man…”
I truly believe that now…
There is never only one person in the world who can give you that sense of completion,
Of being accepted for who you are,
Of being loved…
HOPE takes in many different forms,
But you, my dearest companion, best fits ‘him’…
I beseech you,
Watch over me,
Brush away my shameful tears…
Be my luminous angel when I die,
My guide, my clear path…
Dearest HOPE, stay with me forever…
Dwell in my very being and bring back the feelings I used to have…
God blessed me with you…
I am no longer in pain, or in sorrow…
Life seems to be worth living for now…
Oh gracious one, how could I ever repay you for the things you have done for me?
How could I ever give you the same consolation, the same love?
I just hope one day, I can give you the thanks you deserve…
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FleurdeSang
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2004-09-15 15:04:09]
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Re: The man named HOPE
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by faith_my_eyes on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 03:09:23 PM AEST
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so beautiful.... is your "hope" Christ? He is mine.
Em |
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Re: The man named HOPE
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by Former_Member on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 05:12:02 PM AEST
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great write! it touched me. keep writing!
peace n love
jenny |
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Re: The man named HOPE
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by Essentially9 on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 05:13:18 PM AEST
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| excellent write thats very powerful emotionally. |
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Re: The man named HOPE
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by Nazmythian on
Wednesday, 22nd September 2004 @ 02:32:29 AM AEST
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"I feel so meek ..." ~ this is ok, for it is they that stand to inherit.
"...so worthless…" ~ No dear, you are priceless, there is a great difference.
"...A hideous disgrace…" ~ NEVER !!!
"... Dark, revolting, fallen from grace…" ~ beautiful is the flower, with a blinding inner radiance that illuminates the darkest of night.
"That I’m not just another ordinary girl in your life….." ~ There is no possible way anyone could ever consider you such.
The entirety of the words pull at my heart strings. I have been "marked", I wear the moon. I will feel her pull forever. HOPE lives on, for HOPE too, is eternal !!
Nazmythian ~
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