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She said She WILL Never Accept It
Contributed by
willow_tara72002
on
Wednesday, 25th August 2004 @ 12:40:53 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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We talked for 5 hours about why im depressed
You told me your frear of me attempting suicide again
You asked me why Im unhappy and i told you why
Cause you said you will never accept it
So theres nothing you can do, cause you wont even try
I told you I care about what you think
If i didnt, why would i be so depressed cause you dont accept it?
You know im so sad to almost killing myself
Still the one this i need the most , you reject
You talk about wanting to be the perfect mom,
But now your denying me something i need to live
Why wont you accept me, no matter what i do?
Now i hate myself so much
I want to die so much
I give up, i cant take anymore
Im so alone
The friends I have arnt friends at all,
Least thats what she said
But do they really accept me?
Why wont you accept me?
Dont you see this pain is killing me?
Its killing me!
You say you want me to be happy
But wont do the one thing that will forever end my pain
I hate who i am
Now i want to end it myself
It hurts so much
I cant explain, you dont understand
God, someone help me!
I cant take anymore
But im depressed and alone and thats how i will die
5 hours of talking, and we never got anywhere
Except an argument and rejection
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Re: She said She WILL Never Accept It
(User Rating: 1 ) by artostuff on
Wednesday, 25th August 2004 @ 03:40:10 AM AEST (User
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I felt this. I can sympathcie with you as can others, it can be a terrible burden to carry around. Bags of lead cased in iron. |
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