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I won´t commit suicide
Contributed by
Aika
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Saturday, 21st August 2004 @ 02:54:44 PM in AEST
Topic:
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My family thinks,
I am a weakling
What do they know ´bout me
They don´t take heed
My family is hell
I was born in
Thanks to their egoism
Darkness is all I see
I sit on my bed
And punish them now
I cut my veins,
I commit suicide
So I took the sherd
And chopped
It is not for the first
And again hurts so!
Sitting here on my bed
And blood dropping down
It hurts incredibly
Crazy am I!
Sitting and staring
Receding is my life
Falling down slowly
Can´t yet move too much
Lying on the floor
Hardly hearing my heart
And so suddenly
Tears burst in my eyes
I don´t want, don´t want to die
The sun is shining outside
And even if it was not
Never comes back my life
Ahhh, so last minute
What have I done???
God, I could run away
In my inside I could hide
It is too late to regret
My last look from the window
Hot tear fell down
For the last time from my eye……..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I hear myself screaming
In the morning on my bed
So heavily breathing
Heart beating so wild
Sweat I am sitting here alone
It was not your life
And I won´t give you mine any more!
NOOOOOOOOOOO!
No, you would not cry
No, you would not be unhappy
No, on this Earth are people who
Could one day love me
I want to live, don´t want,
Don´t want to die!!!
Moje rodina si myslí,
Že jsem absolutní brak
Co oni o mě ví,
Vždyť se nestaraj
Moje rodina je peklem
Do kterého jsem spad
Přes jejich sobeckost
Nevidím ani kousek světla
Sednu si na postel
A teď je vytrestám
Podřežu si žíly,
Sebevraždu spáchám
Tak vzal jsem střep
A tnul do žíly,
Není to poprvé
A zase to bolí!
Sedím tu na posteli
A krev kape na zem
Hrozně to bolí,
Já jsem snad blázen
Sedím tu a koukám
Jak mi života ubývá
Pomalu padám
Už se skoro nehýbám
Ležím na zemi,
Srdce již téměř neslyším
A náhle se mi
Slzy vřítí do očí
Nechci, nechci umřít
Venku slunce svítí
A i kdyby nechtělo svítit
Život se mi nikdy nevrátí
Ahhh, tak poslední minuta
Co jsem to proved?
Bože, mohl jsem utýct,
Schovat se v sobě
Tak už je pozdě litovat,
Poslední pohled z okna
Horká slza skápla
Naposledy z oka…………….
NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Slyším sebe sám
Ráno na posteli křičet
Sotva dech popadám
Srdce buší jako o závod
Spocený tu sedím a sám
To nebyl váš život,
A svůj já vám nedám
NEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Ne, vy byste neplakali
Ne, vy byste nebyli nešťastní
Ne, jsou na zemi i lidi,
Kteří mě budou milovat,
Chci žít, nechci nechci umírat!
Copyright ©
Aika
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Re: I won´t commit suicide
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by Essentially9 on
Saturday, 21st August 2004 @ 03:06:01 PM AEST
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| excellent write. i hope this inspires her to live as well. |
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Re: I won´t commit suicide
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by deathdrop on
Saturday, 21st August 2004 @ 03:51:39 PM AEST
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... it's taken loads out of me, but i hear what you're saying!
it made my stomach grip and knot together and brought a flowing mass of tears to my eyes to read, but i hear what your saying!
my life isn't exactly as you've put it down but it's more or less.
thank you for putting this poem up!
even though i'm feeling really numb now, i am thankful to you in many ways...
i can't promise i won't kill my-self, but i can't promise to do my best the restrain all my urges... and i'll put these thoughts through my head when i'm feeling suicidal.
thanks again!
from deathdrop. |
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Re: I won´t commit suicide
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by Willofree on
Saturday, 21st August 2004 @ 06:06:26 PM AEST
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Your poem was very powerfull and seemed to come from the heart. I find myself reacting to the suicide issue. I hope and pray that you have ruled that out as an option or choice. I think we need to discover our own inner value and beauty; and realize we are special irregardless of what anyone else thinks. We do need to have faith; and seek out our own purpose. And if our purpose is not clear or apparent, then finding our purpose is our purpose!
Willofree
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Re: I won´t commit suicide
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by Puppy_dog_eyes on
Monday, 23rd August 2004 @ 11:28:32 AM AEST
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A true poem of inspiration here aika.
Suicide may seem the easy answer to our problems but standing strong and holding onto life can only make us stronger
Steve |
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