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Im Already Dead
Contributed by
willow_tara72002
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Thursday, 19th August 2004 @ 03:26:38 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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It built up inside me then i broke
Erupted with all the anger, confusion and depression inside
I hardly cried, instead I wanted to stab myself
Over and over again, till they see what they're doing to me
But I take it slow, not much blood will flow
I wanted to die, I cried out to myself "I wish you were dead!"
I am dead, I hate you, I swear to god I hate you so much
I cant help anyone I love, Its my fault they hurt
Its always me, my fault. You worthless *****, I wish you die
I cant help them, and they cant help me
When I need someone theres no one there
Or no way to get to them, So Im ***** anyways
Cause Im already dead
Your right mom, you ****** up, and failed me
Stop telling that, I know it, And dad stop blaming me
Saying its my fault shes depressed
You cant make me cry or feel bad
Im shutting down, giving up all emotion
Cause Im not alive, but already dead
Im dead inside, Im sick of it, I want to die
I just dont have the balls to do it
Im weak and worthless
But Im dead as hell and im not gonna take it anymore
Stop saying its wrong, Im Me!
Dont tell me its not reality for parents to accept their gay kids
Your killing me inside
Its to late cause
Im Already Dead
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Re: Im Already Dead
(User Rating: 1 ) by MoonlitMyst on
Thursday, 19th August 2004 @ 04:26:15 PM AEST (User
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A very sad and very brave post. I applaud your courage. I hope the very best for you, and I sincerely wish your parents would see through your gender preference and accept you for the beautiful being you are. You're not wrong. Please don't want to die :(
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