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Dear Mom and Dad
Contributed by
Lucky1388
on
Saturday, 14th August 2004 @ 02:30:40 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm here writing my last letter. I know it may not answer any of the million questions going through your head on why i did what i did I always tried hiding my feelings i guess i hid it well because you never suspected i would ever do this im really sorry for the pain and suffering that youre probably going through right now but please mom and dad dont do what i did i know some kids commit sucide because theyve come out of abusive homes or maybe have been molested or certain other reasons and im really happy to say that none of those things ever happened to me. mom and dad thanks for giving me all the love you guys gave me for working your hardest for the home i lived in for my education and just so i could live comfortable i really appreciated it i really did i know often times i never showed it but deep down inside i was really grateful for everything. you guys may still ask yourselfs why? why did i kill myself? you thought i was happy but behind the mask i called my face i really wasnt i fell into a deep depression i knew i could never get out of i felt like i was worth nothing i was always sad and i would always cry myself to sleep you probably thought it was my music or my friends but it was none of those things i always felt ugly and felt like i would never amount to anything i felt like people didnt care. i know people always told me they loved me but what made me so sure they really did i was told people can say they love you but dont really mean it is that true when you said i love you? trust me none of this was your fault it was all mine i never thought obstacles in life would hit you so hard even to the point of death but i guess it did i was always told i was worth living and not to end my life yet i still had more to go but i just couldnt take anymore of it. im so sorry it had to end like this. now because of my stupid mistake im never gonna go to college or get married or have kids please forgive me mom and dad and just remember NONE OF THIS WAS EVER YOUR FAULT. i know it still doesnt answer your questions but thats just the way i felt thank you for all the years that you have taken care of me tell the rest of the family and friends i love them and im sorry we had to meet here at my funeral.
I love you
Copyright ©
Lucky1388
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2004-08-14 02:30:40]
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Re: Dear Mom and Dad
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by Former_Member on
Saturday, 14th August 2004 @ 07:21:16 PM AEST
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Strange, but I suppose it is nice that you are proud enough to post it for all to read.
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