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Darkness reigns over me...
Contributed by
FleurdeSang
on
Sunday, 8th August 2004 @ 11:14:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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Nostalgia hangs around me like a black cloud,
I am lost in the depths of reverie once more,
And I fear I shall never wake from this incessant nighmare...
Every day is just like the one before,
The same happenings pursuing the next...
A boy sits at the foot of worn stairs,
His parents arguing about the past again...
The heart-stopping sound of glass shattering filled the air...
Then Silence enveloped the whole world in its tight embrace...
So vast, that all sounds have meaning...
A single tear cascades down his cheek,
And finally strikes the floor, echoing throughout the earth...
In his tear strickken eyes I saw pain, guilt, self-disgust...
I realized that he was as lost in life as I was...
Forever to e only seen as a freak-show...
Everyone's marionette to be played with...
Purity stolen by some man who lives not too far away...
Every day, the same gruesome game...
Loving the wa you squirm beneath him...
Loving the way you scream as he tears you...
But all is numb now...
No sense of feeling anything...
And you are thrown in the tempestuous seas of Insanity,
Only to return for more Hell...
Darkness is my home now...
Only in my dreams is where I can find happiness...
As I take the blade, my only friend,
'They' laugh,
Oh how 'They' laugh!!
I drag the blade slowly across my scarred wrist,
Feeling the delicious pain rupture in me...
My blood grows thick in my veins,
This horrible life of mine, flashing before me,
But there is nothing there that will make me regret what I am doing now...
I drown in it,
My own ocean of tears and blood,
Choking on my lies, on my sins...
And with my last breath of air,
I yell into the wind "I HATE YOU, FATHER!!!"
I have proved them right once more...
Death embraces me deliciously...
I am not dead,
I have just begun living...
Copyright ©
FleurdeSang
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2004-08-08 11:14:02]
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Re: Darkness reigns over me...
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by n2dep2care on
Sunday, 8th August 2004 @ 11:39:14 AM AEST
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a VERY awesome and moving write. Pain filled and emotional. Excellent! Bravo!
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Re: Darkness reigns over me...
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by zenmind on
Monday, 9th August 2004 @ 04:29:43 PM AEST
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Wow! This is amazing. I've started to read your poetry on this site, and I've noticed that in all of your poems, you express yourself uncompromisingly. When you write, you write, and you just let it flow, whatever it is, and as a result, you express yourself truly and fully. I appreciate that a lot. A lot of people try too hard, but I think the best writing is when you stop trying and start writing. I see that quality in your work. Thank you.
Be True,
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Re: Darkness reigns over me...
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by Nazmythian on
Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 06:38:39 PM AEST
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It begins to become clear ... the past in it's miriad of swirling colors. As they float by on a raging river, they pool in a small eddy at my feet, swirling round to formulate pictures. As they solidify, emotion leaks out and seeps into me and I realize, for what he has done....
I hate him too
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