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I Will Never Leave You
Contributed by
hurthurthurt
on
Thursday, 5th August 2004 @ 05:58:51 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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While you're all just beginning, I have reached the end.
I was born with injuries that doctors couldn't mend.
No one here could 'save' me or take away my pain.
Mo one here could change the very structure of my brain.
I tried to change the thoughts I had, tried changing what I felt.
I tried to make the best out of the cards I had been dealt.
But obviously my efforts weren't rewarded with success.
Eventually I lost all hope of finding 'happiness'.
This decision wasn't easy, but it's one I had to make.
I simply can't acknowledge that my birth was no mistake.
Each person has a reason for being on this earth.
There's got to be some logic in each successful birth.
I guess, for some, their reason is more difficult to see.
For a primary example, just take a look at me.
I never found my reason 'cause I didn't really try.
I knew that it was useless to search for reasons why.
At the end of the day, I guess one thing that I knew.
Was that no one here sees life from my same point of view.
It's useless to explain why I've done what I have done.
'Cause the reasons are not simple; there are many, not just one.
What I found the hardest here was saying my goodbye.
Pretending all was normal, while trying not to cry.
For you, it was another day. For me, it was the end.
The very last goodbye to my amazing friends.
You'll never know how much you've meant to me throughout these years.
The impact that you've had on me is proven by these tears.
I guess what kept me strong is knowing I've not gone away.
I'll be looking down from heaven, I'll be with you every day.
I hope that you forgive me, but even if you don't.
I will never leave you; I couldn't and I won't...
Copyright ©
hurthurthurt
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2004-08-05 17:58:51]
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Re: I Will Never Leave You
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by Kie on
Thursday, 5th August 2004 @ 06:32:44 PM AEST
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I had no idea this poem would be about this.
I pray this isn't a suicide poem. I don't know how to respond to this at the moment.
No matter how bad, horrific, horrendous and difficult life can be as long as you are breathing there is a chance. A chance that the next corner will be happiness. A chance can come at any time. When you are gone those chances go with you.
This really affected me.
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Re: I Will Never Leave You
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by BrandySwanson on
Thursday, 5th August 2004 @ 08:07:30 PM AEST
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yes so true Each person has a reason for being on this earth. you also have a reason for being on earth. I hope your ok and your not going to end your life. Theres not much I can say to help you other than please think about what your saying here and all the ppl you will leave behind that truely loves and cares for you. lots of *hugs* just to show I care.
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Re: I Will Never Leave You
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by Essentially9 on
Thursday, 5th August 2004 @ 08:48:35 PM AEST
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amazing and heartfelt write.
sometimes there isnt a reason for being here, so you must make it. the reason you were born was to live. what is more important than that? whatever happens in your life is the outcome of living.
different views are great to have. why do you need to justify to others what you do? it only matters that it is justified to you. |
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