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It's like this
Contributed by
NRG
on
Wednesday, 30th October 2002 @ 01:40:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
AmericanTragedy
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I'm just sittin here typin words down
changed my motto stead of ***** the town
that girl that played around now wears the crown
but the ***** is she won't mess with me
and it drives me crazy
she doesn't wanna lose me
i think she just doesn't want to get too close to me
the way she's supposed to be
isn't the way she is
less than three months and i'm fed up wit the *****
if you wanna be close
be close
let our emotions flow
don't let our feelings get towed
and wraped up by the baggage you have
from now on at my door leave your bags
cause they don't mean ***** to me
i don't care bout em'
and wish we could have our relationship without em'
If i find a fine ***** to hit
and you won't let me in
i will
even if my conscious is killed
i can't stand the tension
it's too high
too much
too stuck on a plateau
the plateau of
yes
yes
yes
NO
oh
***** this again
I'd rather leave and head to Michigan
then have to deal with
listenin to excuses
and ruined reasons why your too shy
and i'm too valuable
to get in between your thighs
If you let us be
then maybe you would see how love can be
sure it's about more than sex
but isn't supposed to be about more than stress
and my body's unrested state it's in
I feel like I need to repeat myself again
i don't feel trusted loved or indulged
i feel unplugged shoved and unloved
If you change your mind
i'll be down for life
instead of grabbing a knife and slice
there i go
not up but down
at least it's better than the town
even with the flame surround
Sometimes I can't stand our crazy talk and *****
tellin each other were perfect
no ones perfect
i don't believe in none of that *****
your facts are backwards
were not even perfect for each other
or else you'd let me at least be a seafood lover
I know I love ya
but sometimes my mind comes back to question itself again
and wonders without a sex life you don't
you just a mad man unknown
you don't derserve her your prone to fade
she doesn't want you she just want your government pay
she just want an older boyfriend to show off again
and the truth is the constant banter overwhelms me
when it's not confirmed you see
i don't mean confirmed by words
i never learned with words
i learn by feeling my world
i learn by touch
and without enough
my brain shuts down
and wonders how
I ever turned a bark into a meow
So you don't want me in your life
you don't want me you tried
this might come as a suprise
but my soul it crys
i don't wanna die again
just when I was startin to feel alive again
come back to me kat
cause I feel like I lost
three strikes in my only at bat
I feel like our love has been tossed aside
and turned into a friendship of cries.
I know you got a conscious
but let's be honest
August is when my birthday is
that's when you had an excuse
now you try for one but it's no use
if you had such guilt
why in the past did it wilt away
and why not today
why can't you love me
sayin you love me but won't let me in disgusts me.
I think your just young and confused
I think your brains been misused
If you love me show your true
instead of droppin clues
I feel like my heart is halfway out of my body
caught in between you the hottie
and you the please not me
go for a girl who's easy
i don't love you routine
When I sit back and look
I see other couples who took it all the way
and I ask myself where are they
jermiah katy travis tabitha yuri and erin today
that's right there still together
through thick thin and whatever
they love each other
know enough about one another that they could be brothers
and still sexual enough to be lovers
i know i love ya
but do you feel the same way too
i know i trust you
but do you feel the same way too
the answers are two no's in a row
two no's that have opened in my skull this hole
My brain operates like a black hole
anythin remotly negative
turns into everythin ever said
i don't think you can deal with it
maybe i'm writing this so you step back
maybe i can't deal with success
as far as excuses i'm the best
but I still can't deal with my level of unrest
so i'm gettin the ***** off my chest
instead of eating me up
just understand this is only the way I think sometimes
not all the time
just when my mind can find something not right
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NRG
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2002-10-30 01:40:00]
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Re: It's like this
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by lil_angel on
Wednesday, 30th October 2002 @ 02:08:30 AM AEST
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