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life line
Contributed by
Hannah_Heaven
on
Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 07:32:03 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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i rushed upstairs from school
undressed
threw my prision outfit on the bed
opened my draw
and took out the needles
and the scissors
i took out the ice-pop
and stuck it to my arm
the ice clung to me
and the numbness
got me addicted so many times
i lay down on the bed
i get the needle
and thrust it in my vein
i cant feel it
but it bleeds
and i know
i have pierced it for good
i get the scissors
and cut into my arm
again and again
this hurts like hell
i smuther my screams with tears
why am i doing this.....?
my answer fills my head immediatly
because you wanted to....!
i know why
but i dont realise
i didnt have to shed my sins
i pull back the scissors
the mess as i look down
is a shock
my arm is severed
i cannot feel it
the needle lost in the mangle of skin
my bedsheet
covered in thick red blood
im going dizzy
i can hear footsteps and hear a womens scream...
i wake up
tired and confused
was it a dream?
where am i?
the answers come
a nurse is bending over me
'are you ok?'she asks,her voice sounds so sweet
'i think so,what happened?'my voice is quivering
'you can ask your mum,its not my place really hunny,'she walks away
my mum comes walking over
here it comes the moaner
but she doesnt moan
she cries
and i try and sit up
and i look down
my arm is tighly bandadged
my mum explains
i lost so much blood
she had to transfuse hers to me
she tells me she loves me
and never wants this to happen again
of course ive got to take speacial relax classes and to re-build my life after this'episode'
i just want to warn you
i died in the operation
but they brought me back
and im gratefull
my mistake
has cost me
and it has rewarded me
to look after me
and dont be scared to share your emotions
this is perfect
POEMS!
Copyright ©
Hannah_Heaven
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2004-07-22 07:32:03]
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Re: life line
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by pixie on
Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 10:52:51 AM AEST
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very good write,
pixie xx |
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Re: life line
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by xemptydecemberx on
Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 12:16:51 PM AEST
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| thats really really good.. |
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