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I Can't Take It!!!
Contributed by
deathdrop
on
Monday, 19th July 2004 @ 03:40:24 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Then, these other girls have been sticking up for me and making threats back to jasmine, hannah, tara, and clare on my behalf. And they want me to be their friend now. But i don't know what to do. I don't like all the violence! i don't like my life!
I’m fighting with my-self,
And trying to heal.
My mates are around me.
They’re my only shields.
I hope they’ll protect me,
And stick to their word.
But I’m still scared they’ll reject me.
And soon treat me like dirt.
That’s always happened!
No matter how hard I try.
They take their advantage,
And suck me dry.
People before have used me for things,
That would be better not said.
They filled me with darkness,
Until I wished I was dead…!
Well now I’m building,
Up new mates.
And I’m taking another risk,
Because they hold my fate.
I won’t steel, do drugs or smoke.
I won’t be bad, or drink or take coke.
If they turn round,
And ask that request.
I won’t do it!
‘Coz I’ve heard, I’ll become more deprest.
They’re sticking up for me!
I’m not the “IT” any more!
I can’t describe the feeling.
And I really want to explore…
If they are true,
Then there’s nothing to worry about.
But once I lock the doors,
I won’t be free to get out.
I know I won’t get beaten up,
Because the other b**ches are mouth!
And I hope inside my heart,
My new mates will help me out.
I need people to care right now,
So I won’t get punched in.
The others have said they’re here.
But still I’m anxious to let them in!
I don’t want to resolve in a fight,
I’m not that kind of girl.
But nothing really matters any more.
As things are spinning around.
The girls that are sticking up for me,
Are only looking for a fight!
And I’m so scared it will come down on me,
Because nothing for me ever works out alright!
But still I can’t let this go,
Because they still have to start.
They’re threatening to BREAK MY RIBS!
To STAB ME IN THE DARK!
And if I’m meant to walk away,
When today I WAS HIT!
Then I might as well KILL MYSELF!
Because I can’t take the stress of this *****!!!!!
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deathdrop
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2004-07-19 15:40:24]
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Re: I Can't Take It!!!
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by white_rain_angel on
Monday, 19th July 2004 @ 03:58:11 PM AEST
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Wow this poem is breathtaking, its a really good one. Im sorry that this is happening to you, and i hope it stops soon, but don't kill yourself over those other girls, there nothing at all if they beat u up, at least you face your troubles instead of run from them.
-really good write-
traci lynn- |
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Re: I Can't Take It!!!
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by Dawny on
Monday, 19th July 2004 @ 05:19:43 PM AEST
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I was bullied for over a year at school. Everyone said "just walk away", and I did, but looking back now I wish Id gone up to that girl and punched her one!!
I know this helpless feeling, and I feel for you. You cant make people like you, but you dont deserve to be there punching bag.
Dont give in, pm me if you want to talk
Love Dawny xxx |
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