The second sorry
Contributed by
Ryoko
on
Friday, 9th July 2004 @ 03:35:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
ApologyPoetry
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You’re so different from others,
I saw that in you right away,
You’re not a joke to me,
You’re the person I love.
I fear myself sometimes you know,
Of what I’m feeling and the consequences,
It’s like…a mechanism I have,
To be offensive and make jokes.
You’re the only one, who took it to heart,
Maybe that’s why it hurts so much,
I said sorry and I meant it,
I’ve never meant it as much as I do now.
You said you loved me,
I believed you when you said it,
But you never truly know what’s in someone’s heart,
So hopefully now you know what’s in mine.
You.
You’re deciding what to do now,
Whether I’m worth the pain and frustration love brings,
I guess I can’t answer for you,
You’ve always known who I am.
Why you didn’t tell me I don’t know,
I’m hoping you will soon enough,
I’m fearful of your decision,
It’s cutting at me already.
I’ve talked to your friends,
People who have known you longer than I,
They’re some of the best people you can find
Especially one, who cares for everyone besides himself.
He’s going threw something as well you know,
We’re both in pain over people we love; I don’t think it ever ends.
I hope you see this, cos you know who you are.
I’m not someone to write love in a poem,
Its always been dark emotions and thoughts before,
And even though this has the same sort of element,
I’m still writing for you!
Whilst I’m writing his you could have already decided,
And if you have I hope it’s what I want to hear,
Cos being me wont be the same anymore,
I’ll have to try and be happy.
I’m not sure If I should tell you about this,
So you can read it on a website,
I would like to see your reaction
Disgust or surprise?
I would like you to tell me,
I want to stay with you,
Cos I love you,
Not matter what you say, I didn’t mean any pain I caused you.
The only pain I can cause is to myself.
Copyright ©
Ryoko
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2004-07-09 15:35:39] (Date/Time posted on
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