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She's crazy and so am I
Contributed by
lildrama04
on
Thursday, 8th July 2004 @ 01:21:20 AM in AEST
Topic:
scifi
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I hate my life
It't not worth
living anymore
I'm in all this pain
that I can not handle.
people all around me
have no sticking idea
whats going on,
on the inside
if my head.
They all say that they
want to help me find the
person I was before
but they don't seem
to understand
I'm not that person anymore.
I'm trapped inside
the person
that I now am can't
seem to find my
way out.
People look at me
like I am
crazy whenever
I look at them
all because
I'm trapped
inside this person
that is not even me.
There are tears running
down the inside of my soul
they make my head start to hurt
I can't have me head hurt
cause then she will get out.
I won't let her get out
cause if she does she might
harm me.
This pain that I am in
is so strong I seem to
go crazy everytime
she's asks for me
people all around
me dieing
left and right
the only one's
I care about
are leaving me alone
to defend for myself.
Don't they know
that I can't
live in this
world with out them
They don't
understand
I don't have
anybody that
I can turn to.
When the real pain starts
to begin.
The tears are ever so strong
they seem to be
telling me to let
her out but I
can't let her out I'm to
afraid of her.
She seems to control my life
on the inside and out
she tells me what to
do and what to wear.
I can't stand her
looking at me
through the glass
cage that I have her in
she is move
dangerous then I
ever thought.
She bangs her head
on the window she
thoughs her body
against the glass
trying to
get out so that she
can harm me one last time.
But I won't let her
out there is no where
that she can go if she does
get out.
The cops are on there way
that is what I am telling her
she needs to calm down and talk
her medicine.
So that I can let her out
but she won't take it she thinks
that she is okay.
I hate my life it's
not worth living another
single minute know that she
could escape and torture me some more.
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lildrama04
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2004-07-08 01:21:20] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: She's crazy and so am I
(User Rating: 1 ) by katyqueen35 on
Thursday, 8th July 2004 @ 06:14:07 AM AEST (User
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aww tough break.
very intense write.good job.. |
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