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If only
Contributed by
vampyrekiss
on
Thursday, 24th June 2004 @ 11:35:05 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Another day dawns,
Just like yesterday.
I squint my eyes into the light
Then roll over,
My face to the wall.
Why did they build my bedroom
To face east,
So each day dawning
Wakes me from my stupor?
My eyes burn
As I study my wrist.
If I had a knife,
A sharp knife,
I'd embed the tip
At the line
Where palm and wrist meet.
The blood would well up
As the purple and blue
Arteries and veins
Severed.
The knife would slide
To my elbow,
The blood spilling
Red-
Erupting rhythmically
To the excited tempo of my heart,
Slowly fading
As time for me
Ceased.
More blood would flow,
Smoothly spreading
From my arm,
Seeping onto my white bedspread
Until the puddle
Stained my mattress.
If only I had the energy
To find a knife.
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vampyrekiss
... [
2004-06-24 11:35:05] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: If only
(User Rating: 1 ) by pixie on
Thursday, 24th June 2004 @ 11:37:21 AM AEST (User
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i know this feeling........ (((HUGS))) thanks for sharing this, you are not alone
pixie xx |
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Re: If only
(User Rating: 1 ) by bttrflynajar on
Thursday, 24th June 2004 @ 11:42:12 AM AEST (User
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your loved and should love yourself, because no one deserves such pain...pixies right you Are NOT alone that feeling is very hard to conquer. |
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Re: If only
(User Rating: 1 ) by ArdRi79 on
Wednesday, 7th July 2004 @ 10:42:05 AM AEST (User
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I enjoyed reading this one it brought me into a world of fantasy then brought me back with a cold slap of reality |
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Re: If only
(User Rating: 1 ) by trialnerror on
Tuesday, 13th February 2007 @ 01:43:06 AM AEST (User
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i hope u wouldnt find a knife... something good will happen to change ur perspective, have faith, and be strong. |
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